le sigh
god i miss him i wish he would come back. Im doing alright with everything but i screwed up today i really did and it upsets me. The carpets in the old house are supposed to get professionally cleaned today and i went to go to the bank and i didn't know wachovia was closed on saturdays cause i swore they were open till noon on saturdays. -sigh- it's my first screw up and i dont want to disapoint him and i dont know what im going to do cause i dont have the money on me to pay them. Gosh im such an idiot. i only have one more week to get that house cleaned for the walk through blah i wish he was here but of course i would never tell him that cause it would just make his time over there a lot harder.
-Anyways-
I've been hanging out at ashley's a lot its a lot of fun. We've just been chillin playing mario cart n what not and it's really helped keep my mind busy though i do think about him a lot. Yesterday was the first day Luiggi hasn't called me everyday lol. I'll be alright though. Amanda is doing the rock 103.5 calender girl thing tonite i hope there isn't a cover charge lol. I hate being this broke lol. =) blah but im glad i've got good friends to be there for me in my time of need and they have been more than helpful to me and i appreciate it so much. I'm shocked ashley n raj havn't gotten annoyed of me yet and if they have they havn't said anything about it. One of their kittens died last nite =( i sat there n held it in my hand until they went to bury it. It was so sad to see a little kitten that used to be so playful n happy lay there sooo lifeless... it hurt me. Well i'll shut up now...
-Anyways-
I've been hanging out at ashley's a lot its a lot of fun. We've just been chillin playing mario cart n what not and it's really helped keep my mind busy though i do think about him a lot. Yesterday was the first day Luiggi hasn't called me everyday lol. I'll be alright though. Amanda is doing the rock 103.5 calender girl thing tonite i hope there isn't a cover charge lol. I hate being this broke lol. =) blah but im glad i've got good friends to be there for me in my time of need and they have been more than helpful to me and i appreciate it so much. I'm shocked ashley n raj havn't gotten annoyed of me yet and if they have they havn't said anything about it. One of their kittens died last nite =( i sat there n held it in my hand until they went to bury it. It was so sad to see a little kitten that used to be so playful n happy lay there sooo lifeless... it hurt me. Well i'll shut up now...