May 06, 2010 13:03
Didn't get the internship I went for...I knew it was a long-shot from the start, but it sure would have been nice. It was paid...And it'd look good on my resume.
Sigh...
I tried really hard not to think this way, but...I was really thinking, for once in my life--I mean in my adult life--I was doing something right. I thought, you know, maybe I was finally moving forward, taking steps to grow up, get a job, be who I'm meant to be.
Now I don't know what to think.
God have mercy...I'm drowning.
Love and peace,
Aemilius