[update] I've got some mood disorder or some shit...

[xx_wulfi_xx]

Everything's just piling on, there's way too much going on at one time and it really doesn't help when people don't under-FUCKING-stand that you're not in the mood and you need to be spoken to gently because EVERY FUCKING LITTLE THING SETS YOU OFF. I've always had anger issues, true, but sometimes it just gets to the point where I could just punch someone in the face and fucking NOT CARE.

STRESS. STRESS. STRESS. STRESS. STRESS. STRESS. STRESS. STRESS. STRESS. STRESS. STRESS. STRESS. STRESS. STRESS.

There's so much fucking shit to do and not enough time that I could fucking CRY, and trust me, I am NOT the kind of person who cries easily.

Why am I wasting time typing? Because I'm a dumb-ass, and if anyone tells me otherwise, so help me God I WILL FIND YOU and I WILL put a huge fucking hole where your FACE is supposed to be. I need to vent, dammit, so I'm doing it here!

I was supposed to go review auditions at Piedmont Arts today, then later I'd go off to see a fabulous presentation of The Color Purple in Greensboro, featuring the one and only Fantasia, but my skin is crawling and I can't focus and I need to focus, but everything is just so GAHFUCKINGDAMMIT that I can't even stand up without my whole body being flung into disastrous tremors and I end up flailing and throwing shit and screaming and hurting people in the immediate vicinity.

There's way too much shit and not enough fucking time and I FUCKING CAN'T STOP PROCRASTINATING but I NEED to, even if it kills me. This. Is. ENOUGH.