Please.
Please, please, PLEASE stop bitching and moaning about how terrible your life is.
It's odd, to say the least, to hear this coming from me. Ever since I turned eleven, drama has ensued in my daily routine. (It's hard to believe it's been four years...) I won't go into detail, but if you know me, you probably already know what I'm talking about.
Just as I stated, life is all about how you look at it. Take the good and the bad, both equally. If you embarrass yourself, find a creative way to get your frustrations out. When I find myself flustered and regretting previous actions, I immediately try to think of something to occupy myself with.
I don't know why, but I somehow managed to embarrassed myself at the optometrist today. (The first step to recovery is admitting the problem!) Can't recall how, but I think it was just me being eccentric, and the doctor found that funny (and he was a handsome chap, too!).
So, when I got home, I went to my room and paced. My nerves were going haywire. Typical of a not-romantically-active teenage girl, I seem to embarrass myself in front of attractive males. (I guess I just can't shake the habit, lol.) It hasn't happened lately, though. Strange...
Anyway, I took my dark auburn hair clamp (
this one) and pulled the long sides of my short hair back, then put them in the jaws of the clamp to keep them from getting in my face. Only a single bang fell astray from the masses. I hunched to study the flashcards I'd made for Chemistry.
After about ten minutes, I grabbed my camera and went outside the safety of my room. I spoke with my mom a bit, went outside with her, and started taking pictures of Rascal, a cute little bumble bee (so small, so cute!!), and myself.
Whenever I'm feeling distraught, I just let the creativity flow. That's why I'm writing this journal entry.
Despite what may happen today, tomorrow, or anything that has happened in the past, never forget that there's always tomorrow. Take what life gives you with a smile. You only live this life once, so enjoy it. ;)