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I'm sick and tired of everyones shit. I'm always there for people when they need me, but when I need someone no one cares. I'm not gonna let people run over me like they used to... and just to make it clear for everyone I'm seriously not jealous of anyone of anything because I don't like to waste my time on stupid people's stupid shit. So it's said, I don't care about the people that don't care about me. No ones understands the fact that I did just have to go through a death in my family, and no, I will never use that as an excuse for anything, but at least give me some time to except it and move on. I'm not writing all this shit just to say something to some certain person, cuz if I wanted to I would say it to their face. I just need to vent. Nevada and me haven't really been talking, but whatever I didn't do anything wrong and neither did she.. so I don't know. I'm just so stressed out and no one understands but I can't blame them, because it's always my fault. I really am about to give up, My mom's right we need to move.