to the ones I love.
the last 4 years of my life have been the roughest years of my life.. I've made mistakes, made friends, lost them, had a blast, fucked over people, made people smile.. and I really think I owe a few words to some people.. I'm not going to mention names, but you will hopefully know who you are.. this is in no specific order.. so take the time and read it..I will be adding 12 each day, so keep checking it.. thanks.. - Tasha
- We have been friends for a long time now.. You have helped me through so much.. So many times we just sat around at you're house, crying together about those 2 boys that left a dent in our hearts.. Everytime i was down, I would call you, because I knew somehow you would cheer me up, or atleast, listen. We have had so many crazy memories.. getting lost on the golf course .. " I SEE YOU'RE HOUSE, look, BLUE LIGHTS " .. taking out you're dad's Jag haha.. attempting to walk up you're steps drunk .. Ping pong wars.. Laying out on you're roof.. the Memories are endless, You mean a lot to me girl, and You can always run to me :) everything is going to shape up for you real soon, I promise..
- It's crazy looking back and looking back on all the memories.. You were one of Matt's best friends and I always looked up to you.. we always had this bond and were always able to talk about everything together, even though half of the time it was some fucked up stuff haha.. look at us now.. who ever thought we would be where we are now.. Things may have not worked out how we planned, but know, you will always have me.
- You are by far the cutest, bubbly person I know.. everytime I would come into work down, you always somehow made me smile and laugh about it.. I can talk to you about so much, I love it.. You and you're Army boy, Idk what I'm going to do with you.. haha.. You mean a lot to me girl and I know at times, Guy's may bring us down, but in the end, WE will be happier! :)
- you are by far the best thing that has happened to me in a while.. I didn't know guy's like you existed until now, and you're mine.. I have no idea how I managed to get so lucky.. but like I said, I'm cherishing every moment I'm in you're arms.. I love everything about you, I love you!
- 8448 " Oh " .. although the situation sucks right now, and no matter how much you're bf and i hate eachother.. you will always be my best.. We have gone through so much together, and I can't picture my life without you in it.. no matter if it's getting into car accidents, shedding tears together, sitting up all night talking, backing eachother up, sitting in you're bed with gold fish buckets ( HAHA ), dying our hair, romping curbs, GATOR BOOTS , lapdance & strippa style , headsprung, WAIT TIL YOU SEE MY "oh" biaa, going on adventures behind you're house.., eating constantly, getting hit on by you're mom's co-workers, going up all the floors in the big bank of america building, the wendys lady going " ICKY ", getting matching friendship tattoos, being scared for our friends that like to drive drunk and swerve everywhere.. , new years eve, skateboarding on the back of you're car, stealing renee's crab and hiding it hahah, all the memories at partyland haha, the day we did the delivery and saw shayan n justins accident and almost crashed haha, all the nights we came home at 4 am trashed, the persian room, yelling at drivers, Nick " UGHH " .. Rendee " OHHH " ( lmao), sitting in the parking lot un-tangling balloons, riding go-karts, paycheck blowing, making fun of me for crying @ you're adoption, that month of CRAZY partying with amanda and dana., Prince Albert, going 110 mph on Matt's Bike, Fleming, hahaha.. , driving 2 hours to the middle of no where for Jan's bday party, just to leave like 20 mins later, Damiens, Pimps-n-hoes, Lingerie Party, all the times you let me cry to you about Matt, all the times you would call me n tell me you saw matt n how ugly he is haha, all the times you bitchedh im out and told him how bad he hurt me, the list goes on, but, know, you will always be my best friend and i will ALWAYS be here for you.. remember, we have the matching tattoos, we have to be friends forever ;)
- We have been through so much.. that summer.. you,me,matt,nick,djordje.. best summer ever.. you have helped me in so many ways.. and the memories are ENDLESS.. you're brothers party ( wow, don't even wanna go into that one hahaha ).. , MeXXXico .. waking up outside our condo hahahah.. Baja, Oh Lord woman, you made me drink so much! haha... 80's party.. all the times we sat in you're bed crying.. our poor fishy we bought and tried to feed cheetos and ramen too haha, the way we SUCK at pool, the drama with the boy's ex's... My Birthday.. haha.. If i could, I would sit here and write every memory, but i can't .. because like I said they are endless.. but all's i have to say is, I love you and THANK YOU. Bff <33
- I was debating on if I should write one for you or not, but then again, you impacted my life pretty bad.. You are an amazing person.. I know there is a lot of hate, anger and fustration when it comes to the both of us.. but in the end, I always find that love for you and the care i will always have for you.. wow, the memories.. I don't even know where to start.. Spending every day with you for 2 years.. making sammiches everyday, fixing flat tires in the Rain ( HAHA ), My Birthday, going to all of you're hockey games, all the coyotes games, Playing ESPN hockey haha, American Choppers, the Mountain, sneaking into you're room at night and having you're mom wondering why the screen is off you're window and us acting so innocent and clueless haha, our lil roadtrip with nick to get you're car fixed, THE BUG ( oh dear Lord I thought that thing was going to eat me haha ), me driving you, Tom, Tim and Chad in you're old car to the movies.. and you guy's sitting there laughing you're asses off in the movie lol, going to intense and seeing those beautiful supras!, all the races and me turning the NOS tank the wrong way hahaha.. going 110 down desert foothills parkway, going to Tucson, " Reds in ig Rouble ".. Ruff HAHA, i miss him :( , going to the dog pound and wanting to buy all the dogs, the 1st night you got you're car and you stalled it infront of my fam.. haha, that was soo cute, You and your dad picking me up before your came and it taking us like 3 hours to get there cuz you just got your car haha.. , prom.., Dave's.."sleeping on the loft " while you were drunk.. LOL, legos, Salsa!, vinnigar EW, Attempting to cook those steaks with no gas and me eating it just to make you smile haha .. wrestling and me getting so fustrated and pissed cuz you would kick my ass haha.. " Turbo ".. , you and nick coming over after kim's cuz i was so worried you weren't okay cuz u were drunk and it was pouring, Hibachi Sun or w.e, Shrek 2, Foothills golf course, Dillards dressing room ( Lmao Gosh we are AWESOME ), Me spending 6 hours in a crackhead waiting room at the hospital alone when you broke you're collar bone.. , sitting around with you'r grandparents talking about the coolest stuff, Sadies .. , Quiznos and the pickles, Suga Suga, Decorating you're room, making you that big banner, all the notes, Pool, laying out, Hot church roof, washing and waxing you're car for hours haha, THE NETS, the walk from the nets to you're car that one day hahahah, budababy, Lobster, baby giraffe, platapus, baby spitting spider ( i think your the only person that would ever spit on me and would find it funny, haha :) ) , Showers n Bath, that month i took care of you cuz of you're collar bone, uppy face, tickling with eyelashes, all the heart to hearts we had, ICTURES, hanging with the boys, the way we know everything about eachother and ever part of eachother's body's and a face.. , 177 moles ( who does that? only we would haha ), me n britt painting you're toes when you fell asleep at her house, the way we were so OPEN about EVERYTHING, nicks counter, talking about cars forever ( u owe me a Supra ), standing on chandler with a sign saying SLOW DOWN with nick and djordje hahahaha, playing with PJ :(, having heart to hearts with Lisa.. and us freaking out cuz she found out haha, getting your hair done n that one time me n ur mom left you and went shopping and talked about EVERYTHING haha, The Notebook.. thats us , the memories go on and on..You'll always be.. "that boy "
- We have known eachother since 8th grade.. and we are so close now, I love it.. we always have such a blast when we are together.. 80's.. shopping.. doing bad things.. haha You always have me smiling and you're point of views always make me look at things better, I love you! Bff <33
- Wifey for lifey.. You are by far one of the only people I can trust! I swear, you ALWAYS have me smiling and we are always having the time of our life's.. Mexico, sitting in a bed with you and alex haha, kiss list.. the BUG, swirly thing, hookah bar, pirate with the cat named fucker and so much more, I will always be here for you! I love you! bff<3
- Jilly Makes me Wanna get CRUNK.. you are such a blast to hang out with and I am so thankful we are good friends!! you are such a beautiful girl and everytime we are together, we are doing something crazy, or else i'm taking care of you :) I love you!
- you are beautiful! I sometimes feel like you can't stand me, but when we are together we are laughing so much!! .. hookah, dropping you're ring in the sand, mexico, saving me from the weirdo, so many good times! I Love you girl! I'll always be here for you!!!
- If there is one person I miss, It's you, and you know it.. If you weren't one of Matt's best friends we probably wouldn't have ever met and I am so thankful we did.. we have some good memories, BK with nick and elisabeth and walking to like 3 plazas haha, Don Vito, you kicking my ass, My Mom, you're insane driving, that day at your house with elisabeth and dave and the Pixie Sticks haha!! , shrooms " MY FEET ARE ON FIRE "..Prom, The best present people gave me for my birthday 2 yrs ago.. alcohol haha.. me being sad cuz " everyone forgot my birthday " and you coming n getting me n taking me to elisabeths just to find out she was throwing me a suprise party haha.. attempting to study at starbucks, all the times we would talk and relate cuz no one else would understand :), The Mall, so many things.. I really miss you and You will always hold a place in my heart..
- You are a great person despite how much we don't like eachother sometimes.. In a way, I thank you, because If it wasn't for you I would still be in an un-healthy relationship.. I really wish things could be better with us, If i could, I would take it all back and re-do it so the outcome would be different...I remember the 1st time I saw you, Sadly, It was at the accident.. and yet, i was still worried about you.. you're such a handsome, Brilliant guy and you have so much to look foward to.. I know you have gone through so much rough stuff in the past couple years, but, I will always be that person that will be there for you... I care about you, A lot and I know you are going to go FAR in life :).. xoxo.