Nov 28, 2003 20:15
so last night i had a nigthmare. In my nightmare i went to my frined's house and they said "he" was upstairs, so in my dream i walked upstairs and knocked on the door to one of the bedroom and opened the door. thats when i saw "him" jump up naked (and this dream was very vivid) and run to the door but not b4 seeing "her" face. i freak out and said something horrible! then "he said they were leaving and i felt like i was goin to lose him forever. i apologized and he said it was ok . then i woke up!
i think after that dream i have made a decision i can't be somewhere they r ... i can only see "him when he is alone... if he is ever alone. and i really want to have sex with him one more time b4 i go to college... i love him i need him ... no one feels like he feels :(