Apr 01, 2009 22:24
I trauly have a challenging job, on the days I work I never know what will happen, how this person feels, and I have to try to understand. And it is really wonderful to be able to help not only this person, but help their family. Sometimes it makes me really sad, because I wish there were more I can do, but it takes time.
But it makes my life so much more worthwhile, despite all of the health problems I have.
I really hope and pray I don't get cancer, I am almost there and it freaks me out.
When I went to go see my dad he asked why I was so sad and I just didn't know how to tell him, than I am high cancer risk. SO I told him I was stressed out abou tmoney, which is true. I just don't know how many more health problems I can handle before well my body can't take it anymore, and it is really scary.
I'm working so hard to build a life for myself, and most of this is trying to pay for medicine and pay off medical bills. But I don't want this to be my entire life.....