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Oct 26, 2009 21:27

I hate RPC, I love RPC.
I hate pledging though, that's for sure. It's not what we have to do, it's just how it's presented to us. I don't know. Besides my girls, I haven't found something that I love about the program yet. But maybe that's all there is to it, the love you have for you psiss (well, some of them anyways). I haven't found a reason to stay, but I've yet to find one strong enough for me to want to leave. I'm not gonna quit before giving myself a chance, or the other girls a chance. <3 Whatever happens, happens. 
On the other hand, I love my big bro so much! It probably gets annoying ... me talking bout him all the time. But I'm just rambling, cause he's great. My support system --him, tim, &my girls. *You don't have to talk to me everyday, you don't have to see me everyday. You definitely don't have to buy me things or make me stuff (although it wouldn't hurt). You say you want to be there, you want to care. You said to always call you whenever I need to talk, but how can that be legit, when you weren't there for me doing the required minimum? It just doesn't seem to make sense. It's okay though, because YOU'RE not what I need to be stronger, I just wish you were part of the reasons why I was.
My sisters, I love them. <3 I still have to get Nguyen a birthday present though. =( &since I'm on money&presents, brb as i transfer money to oliong's account. (BRB). &If you're reading this, you are now 60$ richer and I need to find a job ;( Anyway, I like going to school at UCI, I like being in close contact to my sister. I like bringing her water, advil, and pj pants when she's studying at gateway. I like it when she drops off my laundry, when she gives me $$. I like it when I can tell her what I'm doing, and how I'm feeling. I like that because she's such a good big sister, I don't have to pine for another great one. Because I got two of them, and even though I talk to one more than the other, my love is distributed evenly.
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