my birthday so far...
has been the worst birthday ever. A good majority of it I spent crying in my room. Lets see where did it go wrong...oh the moment I woke up. I didn't get to sleep in, I ended up waking up at like 730 why? i'm not too sure. I felt like shit so that ruled, i showered, felt a little better ended up falling asleep again till like 10. My mom woke me up telling me i had to vacuum the upstairs, and clean my room, and look presentable. So, I do all that shit, and people show up, and what do I get for dinner? Lasagna! WOO i havent eaten that shit in almost 4 years, I don't like meat in it, and I dont like Lasagna! So awesome birthday dinner right there. So I'm not stoked on that whatever, well we get to cake time and was it the cake I wanted?? Ofcourse not. I wanted a fun fetti cake, I wanted a fuckin' plain white with white frosting fun fetti cake, wicked cheap, and wicked simple to make. What do I get? A fucking cake from wegmans. That I don't even like. That sent me over the edge, I ate the cake with tears in my eyes and walked to my room. I sat in here and cried for a good hour just wanting everyone to leave. Not to mention I'm still pretty upset about Brendon being in the hospital. He should be coming to my party tonight, and having fun and gambling with us at the casino, but he's not. And I'm wicked bummed about that. So todays pretty much sucked. It's goin as the worst birthday ever, I'm hoping it'll get better tonight. And if it doesnt...I dunno I dunno what I'll do, probably sit in my room some more and be a faggot.