Rediculous...
So I'm at work today right and I'm all stoked cause you know I wanna get over him and shit, and Ian comes in and visits me and i'm all happy and then I'm working and I hear, "Amanda Mosh" and I look up and he's standing infront of my register, I don't know why but I got really nervous and like I was shaky. I felt like it was the first time I've ever talked to him. And we talked for a short few minutes and he said he'd come back cause it was buisy and he never did. But after he left, I felt like I wanted to cry. Seriously, I thought about it, but didn't cause I was at work. And that woulda looked sketchy. But either way, worst ever I was in a bad mood the rest of the night basically. The day I don't want to see him, because I know he was at the mall with her, and he comes in. Any other day I say yo come visit me at work he doesn't, but the day that I decide I'm going to try and get over him...he shows up. Worst ever :-/...Not to mention he says we should hang out, yeah whatever...I think he could tell that I wasn't very pleased to see him...it hurt a lot.