sad lonely bored
repeat ad nauseum
life. saturday night. every night. mostly every day.
but honestly there are days where it's sunny and nice and i still don't want to go outside; i just want to be under the covers and pretend like i don't exist
lol that should be my new ig name... nah too personal
i write into a void here... holding out some hope that people will read and... idk, connect? feel? i'm not a victim, though, like, this is all of my own doing.
i'm tired of feeling this, writing about this