goodbye to everything that i knew..
well my new years eve was fun, coulda been better if it was spent with adam but chels is a good substitute =] * He he jk girla i love you. =]
well yesterday i got up & cleaned my room -- > then had to get ready because i had a doctors appoinment for my medication, it went well. he said i wus doing much better =] i can tell too.. *
Then i came home and started getting ready and Chels came over at like 4* 30 &* i wus STILL getting ready, then we went and got some yummy pizza. it wus delicious. hehe. Then while we were babysittin Nick came over & chilled with us for a few, then Brandon came over w/ Ron or something.. and i must say the funniest thing in the world is watching a 4 year old beat the hell outta brandon w/ a fake sword, &* a plastic drum stick until they both break.. lmao. i dont think i have ever laughed so hard in my life. but thank you so much Chels for not giving Brandon my number. I went physco on Nick & Brandon and juss started hitting them and stuff and Nick just laughed at me but Brandon grabbed me &* i was like okay time for you to let go. but then they left, and Noelie came over for a few. it wus SO good to see him. i havent in MONTHS! we talked about everything pretty much. He's one of my really really good friends =] he knows alot about me that other people dont and he's one of those people that i can trust. But * the lady called and he left and we were on the way to skateland. haha. it was a fun night.. lmao * 300 hundred lb ladys w/ mowhawks. that wus some funny shit.. haha. Chels baby girl i love you so much you are so funny, seriously. last night wus soooo fun. haha Danny & John locking people up.. lmao. loL theres juss to much funny stuff to update about but i wus sooo happy to get out last night &* have fun =] its been a while, since i hung out with Nick and Trevor. im not ready to go back to school yet though.. gosh. its been too fun. im just confused about some things.. & adam called me the other night at one in the morning we got to talk for a few, i got off the phone and balled. i seriously cried so hard, and i was supposed to go and see him tomorrow but im not now, it sucks. =[ * its okay though i guess since his mommys sick.. i called her today but she never called back, its okay though. i just hope shes feeling better. it wus nice to hear his voice, even though it was all scratchy from him yellin and stuff. =] but hes the love of my life even though i am confused about alotta stuff. its okay, ill get all these feelings sorted out and stuff =] well im done updating for now.. <33