"The Johnathan Incident" ( read before reading the convo)
Okay, so yes the one and only piece of good news that I have is that I get to live in Alliston next year with my paigeypoo. That is tres awesome news and that also means I can still go to Banting next year. I don't think my dad's to happy with that arrangement but whatever, he can deal. I can't put up with Emily much longer or someones going to get thrown down the stairs.....again.
Now, time for the bad news starting off with before the May 24 weekend.
Once upon a time, there lived a very stupid naive girl who thought the best of people right away. One day, she started hanging around a boy named Johnathan. He was a very very nice boy and would never hurt anything intentionally ever. The girl decided she liked this boy Johnathan...a lot. So they started going out on a day which happened to be Johnathan's birthday. And yet he still demanded a presant. Johnathan and the girl had a very very beautiful two months. But then the girl started hanging around someone. His name was Trevor. At the time he acted like one of the nicest people in the world...listening to her problems, talking her through shit and because they went through many of the same childhood expericences, she could relate to him and him to her. But what she always knew from the beginning was that he wasn't a nice boy. He was actually a horribly horrid and using boy. She should have known that from the amount of people that he made out with, but the naiveness kicked in and she thought he would be different with her. Of course he wasn't. She convinced herself she didn't love Johnathan and he didn't love her. So she made out with Trevor and broke up with Johnathan the next day, giving him some bogus excuse on why she broke up with him. Deep down she knew she hurt Johnathan because she was scared to love someone that much. For weeks after she broke up with him she paid no attention to the ongoing feelings she still had for him and the horrible guilt inside her. She liked other people just to get her mind off him, and for the most part it worked. Until one day Trevor decided to freak out at her because she called him an asshole after the last time of countless amounts of emotional abuse. The next day she didnt come to school because she had to cook for people on the medicine walk. That brings us to the May 24 weekend where her really good friend Amber and one of her best friends Jess came over. They did the normal happy girlie stuff until another best friend Emilie came over. They walked to the mall and were quite cheerful. That is until Emilie mentioned that Trevor told Gavin what him and the naive girl did, and he happened to discreetly mention it was when she had a boy friend. The girl freaked out and finally told Jess and Amber, praying that they wouldnt be too mad. They weren't. The rest of the weekend went quite fine with only mild rants from the girl about Trevor. By the time the day before going back to school came, the girl was suffieciently stressed. She called another of her best friends Paige (who also happened to be Johnathan's best friends(zach) girlfriend) and told her everything. Then the girl insisted that Paige tell Zach everything. The day after that, she went to school with a heavy head and shaking hands. She found out that Zach wasn't mad and her at all and in fact came up and gave her a hug. That night she stayed the night at Paige's.Knowing the whole night she had to tell Johnathan before he found out from someone else. The time finally came when Paige pushed both exes into the washroom and told them to talk. The girl sat on the bathtub with her head in her hand and quietly rocked back and forth while Johnathan stood there looking puzzled. As time went on the truth came out and with that tears. The girl cried, more than she had before...She imagined it was pent up tears for hurting maybe the only person who cared about her in that way. They finally emerged from the bathroom and went back to the bedroom. Where they both sat quietly, contemplating until Johnathan had to leave. The rest of the night was full of talking about regrets....Two days after that the girl finally admitted to Johnathan that she still had feelings for him and was terribly sorry for what she did, more than he could ever know. ( see conversation in next blog). So now she's sitting around trying to forget the events of the past month.
Now, time for the bad news starting off with before the May 24 weekend.
Once upon a time, there lived a very stupid naive girl who thought the best of people right away. One day, she started hanging around a boy named Johnathan. He was a very very nice boy and would never hurt anything intentionally ever. The girl decided she liked this boy Johnathan...a lot. So they started going out on a day which happened to be Johnathan's birthday. And yet he still demanded a presant. Johnathan and the girl had a very very beautiful two months. But then the girl started hanging around someone. His name was Trevor. At the time he acted like one of the nicest people in the world...listening to her problems, talking her through shit and because they went through many of the same childhood expericences, she could relate to him and him to her. But what she always knew from the beginning was that he wasn't a nice boy. He was actually a horribly horrid and using boy. She should have known that from the amount of people that he made out with, but the naiveness kicked in and she thought he would be different with her. Of course he wasn't. She convinced herself she didn't love Johnathan and he didn't love her. So she made out with Trevor and broke up with Johnathan the next day, giving him some bogus excuse on why she broke up with him. Deep down she knew she hurt Johnathan because she was scared to love someone that much. For weeks after she broke up with him she paid no attention to the ongoing feelings she still had for him and the horrible guilt inside her. She liked other people just to get her mind off him, and for the most part it worked. Until one day Trevor decided to freak out at her because she called him an asshole after the last time of countless amounts of emotional abuse. The next day she didnt come to school because she had to cook for people on the medicine walk. That brings us to the May 24 weekend where her really good friend Amber and one of her best friends Jess came over. They did the normal happy girlie stuff until another best friend Emilie came over. They walked to the mall and were quite cheerful. That is until Emilie mentioned that Trevor told Gavin what him and the naive girl did, and he happened to discreetly mention it was when she had a boy friend. The girl freaked out and finally told Jess and Amber, praying that they wouldnt be too mad. They weren't. The rest of the weekend went quite fine with only mild rants from the girl about Trevor. By the time the day before going back to school came, the girl was suffieciently stressed. She called another of her best friends Paige (who also happened to be Johnathan's best friends(zach) girlfriend) and told her everything. Then the girl insisted that Paige tell Zach everything. The day after that, she went to school with a heavy head and shaking hands. She found out that Zach wasn't mad and her at all and in fact came up and gave her a hug. That night she stayed the night at Paige's.Knowing the whole night she had to tell Johnathan before he found out from someone else. The time finally came when Paige pushed both exes into the washroom and told them to talk. The girl sat on the bathtub with her head in her hand and quietly rocked back and forth while Johnathan stood there looking puzzled. As time went on the truth came out and with that tears. The girl cried, more than she had before...She imagined it was pent up tears for hurting maybe the only person who cared about her in that way. They finally emerged from the bathroom and went back to the bedroom. Where they both sat quietly, contemplating until Johnathan had to leave. The rest of the night was full of talking about regrets....Two days after that the girl finally admitted to Johnathan that she still had feelings for him and was terribly sorry for what she did, more than he could ever know. ( see conversation in next blog). So now she's sitting around trying to forget the events of the past month.