Nov 11, 2010 13:58
Dear you,
Thank you so much. You are a delightful human being who makes me feel comfortable in a situation where I would normally feel anxious and uneasy. And I've learned so much about singing technique and posture and breathing, because you explain things in a way I can actually understand. It also seems like you believe that I have what it takes to succeed, which makes me feel so much better than I have before. So again, THANK YOU.
Love,
me
Dear you,
I want to hate you, but I can't. It's been a year, but I can't get you out of my mind. YOU did this to me. I should be furious. But I'm just losing my mind, wishing you were here. I keep meeting guys who are creepers and shitheads, and they make me wish you were here more than anything. There are no other guys like you out there, are there? But even though I wish you were here, I'm glad you're not, in a way. Because it would make things even harder. You being here wouldn't make any difference, I'd still be the same person, and that means you'd still be too good for me. That's why I did what I did that night. That's why I was acting that way towards you. It scared me to death. I hope you find someone who is a lot better than I am. You deserve that. And I hope I stop feeling this way, some time in the future. Because even though I ran in the opposite direction for the right reasons, it still hurts. I'm working on it.
Love,
me