Sep 20, 2005 19:50
well, i'm officially single.. over something extremely gay..
today was terrible.. me n zac broke up cuz he's embarrassed he's goin out with a freshmen cuz people were makin fun of him.. which is seriously retarded.. idk why he's letting everything everyone's saying get to him... ugh, but w/e.. if he wants to throw it all away then let him... AND on our one month annaversary! ugggh! he'll find another prettier, good looking, senior i suppose.. geeze.. fuck it.. it was heading in that direction anywayy.. =\
but after that, then i called steve after i got off the phone with him... crying..
steve's always been there for me but i didnt' let him kno i was cryin.. i knew he would make me laugh tho.. he always does.. then he came over n made me feel a lot better.. i love that guy, i dunno what i'd do if he didn't pick up the phone lol...
=D
so now i'm in the house about to go outside... hopefully tomorrow will be a loooot better then the past days..
mm comment if ya wanna..
... why me?? =\