Nov 11, 2004 23:12
blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blha blha lbhablabalha alhahablhabalha...all the same letters and it means the same thing.
I have a question for the guy I know who looks like this
C:\Documents and Settings\Administrator\Desktop\untitled.jpg (copy paste)
and dont be all "oh god"...im totally done like I told you before its just an average question.
Im never having a significant other so believe me I am not hitting on you so dont flatter yourself.
I need to read a good book...any ideas from anyone?
Hey you...what ever happened to those late night chats about Ashlee Simpson buddy icons...e-mail me or something?
So im having one of those moments when you think of two options, you pretend you have one in your left hand and one in your right and you put one up then the other, contemplating which side to choose, dont lie, youve done it.
In my left hand I have...
AJ
In my right hand I have...
My realization that AJ who is/was my best guy friend is not really a friend...just one of those guys you talk to as if youve known him forever but you never see him unless you go to a show for his band even if you try your hardest.
There is more people that go into the first category, in fact theres a lot of people that go there, AJ was just an example. The point is that im not talking to any of these people for the reason that they really arent friends...they are just people that I talk to on numerous occation.
So is that a valid reason? You dont talk to a group of people because they arent really the friends you thought they were? Or is it not a valid reason? You talk to these people because they make you happy...exept when you come to realize they really arent your friends and your kidding yourself?
I dont know either, hence the contemplation.
This is one of these entry's that crazy drummer would reply to...if reads the friends list before a million other people enter their entry's and mine gets sunk to the bottom.
So I said to myself, what a wonderful world...
Justin Demers and Elise will be at my house saturday, it will be great.
I have to put WALLPAPER on my walls because some stupid fuck painted the walls REALLY DARK BLUE and wrote on them with BLACK MARKER.
I think im done ranting for tonight...
Im out.