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wowwwww..i havnt updated in sooo long, i guess i just dont feel like doing it, and i have had alot of stuff hapen over the time...like this whole who i like y i like them and the asking out of people thing thing........yeahh....but besides that nothing has hapened im just so confused by all this, i mean.....this whole thing with sam..im having dobts about whether she rele loves me like she says she does, i mean she tells me these things but is going out with other people and its rele confusing , and on top of that i like other people to. i dont know if that means i dont like her anymore or what. but tonite at that high school thing, even tho it was rele boring..i just seemed to fall in love with her all over again...it was a rele kinda wierd thing. just sitting next to her and cracking jokes about the gay couger, (tee hee) and jamie and stuff..i just never realized how much i guess i do love her.. so ...yeah im done know. and i promise that ill update alot more now...wow this is probably the longest entrie in my journal yet!! :) im proud of myself!!