Im on my knees for you love, I'm begging you to come home to me... part 2cannedviolenceAugust 7 2006, 06:13:35 UTC
I am not just saying this either… I have been with other people, and seeing my sister Jessie again made me realize how it doesn’t matter how young I am I can be with one person for the rest of my life. God I am begging you to give this some thought. I have been thinking about you so much, and all the good times we had, and I know you can’t just let it die… I don’t want it to, and I know from your reaction to things neither do you… Please I will do anything to make you happy. Think about all the great moments… Don’t let this go away come back to me please. I need you I am nothing without you, and everyone is telling me that now… They see how depressed I am, and Robyn says she knows I fucked up, and she knows you are who I should be with she told me I need you back. I’ve witnessed other things you were right about… How couples fight, alot more then we did, and they love each other… we go comfortable with each other because that’s what you do when you are a couple in love… I need you… I am so sorry for everything that has happened. I will never pester you about the money thing anymore… I realized its material it doesn’t matter… I just want you in my life… Please come back… if not for me do it for Trey Trey… I went over there and he kept looking for you… I am searching for a better job so I can get an apartment so we can keep him there… I need you sweetheart. I am fucking nothing without you… Just come home to me I beg you…. I talked to a Doctor today at the theatre, because I was sick and outside and he said something o I talked to him for like my whole break… He told me that it sounds like instead of depression from who I was with that it could have been triggered by my thyroid problem, so he told me to go get checked again, so on my next day off I am going to see my doctor to get blood work done… I’m not trying to crawl back to you because I am wounded… I am crawling back to you because I need you regardless of what you say… This isn’t good for either of us I know we belong together… You know we belong together… So please I can’t say it enough I miss you so much and taking that break hurt me as much as it hurt you… It was a stupid move and I’m sorry… I swear if you come back I will change, not attempt to, but actually change… We can be like we used to when we first met… I just got scared, and I fucked up… I have already began to change I am working more on my art and I am keeping a journal to get things out, so please I am changing for the better, but the only way we can both change for the better is with each other, you said that yourself. I know it’s hard to believe me and all of this, but I swear on my father’s life. Please come back home You know you want to… Let’s rebuild that happiness together. I am here to dig you out of your hole and help you put the pieces back together. It will help both of uS. I know you still love me like you did… There is no way feelings changed over night.
Love always and foreve Your Snuggle Bunnie.
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