I have to get this off my chest...
I've accepted the fact that we can't be, but I've also accepted that he's going to be that one person I carry with me for the rest of my life, the one that is always going to make my heart jump a little and my stomach tie up in knots no matter how happy I am otherwise...no matter how long its been. I never knew a single human being could make such a big impact on my life. I forget about him sometimes, but when I remember him it always breaks my heartfor my friends new and old: I love you guys and I dont know what I would be without you. I may not show it sometimes but I really do care about you, and I would give my life for you.I dont mean to sound all mushy but I want all u guys to know that I care because I dont want to make the same mistake twice. Honestly, you are my reason for living. I've been through really hard times, but you guys always manage to somehow pull me through. When I say "I Love You" it's not just words...I mean it with all my heart
And all the feelings I thought were gone
Came rushing back to me at once
Tried to smile and hide the way I felt
But I was thinking to myself
(Truth is) I never got over you
(Truth is) Wish I was standing in her shoes
(Truth is) And when it's all said and done
Guess I’m still In love with you
(Truth is) I never should have let you go
(Truth is) And it's killing me cuz now I know
(Truth is) And when it's all said and done
Guess I’m still I love with you