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[xx_jmo09_xx]

so ive been a bit bla this week.....

for a few reasons, but ive been putting on a good face, trying not to let it bother me.

but then i got....

whats wrong with you today, you have a different face on, whats the deal?

shit and i thought i was better at it.

it drives me crazy that people can see that even when they dont know me that well.

i guess im either worse off then i though or...really bad at putting on a front.

and its not even that bad, i can only imagine what i looked like a few months ago.

but thats over so i wont worry bout that.

maybe i dont have to worry about people noticing so much.

it didnt change anything.

after that comment it made me feel better though, in a weird way.