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[xx_jenna_xx]

I don't ever want to make a committment I can't keep, If I know it is going to affect so many people. To listen to all this bitching 24/7 is constant reminders of how much everything is fucked up. Talking to my mom about everything, and even going into money. Hearing my dad scream at the top of his lungs at my mom about finacial shit is so hard to listen to because she is trying really hard, and has to take care of all of us.

I need someone close.
and all I have is my friends drifting further and further away.
Its not their faults, because they don't want to be here anymore ;[