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I really don't mean to sound like a grouch about the New Year, But it all feels so fake. Everyone is celebrating with people; which most likely aren't the people who are there for them. I can honestly say I have very limited friends who stand by me through everything, and it's so irtating how a party or some stupid holiday brings everyone together and so called " happy " ( whatever I just needed to vent )
I don't like to be judged or made a fool of, and when you cross that line.. it will take a while for me to gain that trust with you, because I hate being embarrassed. Yet I do make a fool of myself, let me do that on my own; don't contribute.
Someone out there find me a guy; who I can be adorable with, and not have to always go out and find some random person to be with and act like we even care for one another. Im so over this whole single shit; bring me a boyfriend, or just a bestfriend who we can make fun of the people we despise.
I don't like to be judged or made a fool of, and when you cross that line.. it will take a while for me to gain that trust with you, because I hate being embarrassed. Yet I do make a fool of myself, let me do that on my own; don't contribute.
Someone out there find me a guy; who I can be adorable with, and not have to always go out and find some random person to be with and act like we even care for one another. Im so over this whole single shit; bring me a boyfriend, or just a bestfriend who we can make fun of the people we despise.