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I don't use this anymore. I'm not going to promise you or myself
I am going to start updating But i have a lot to just let out.
School is going alright, a lot of new kids this year; tons
of drama starting but also everyone is so brought together
this year I like it a lot more. Basketball is really fun
but probably the most stress I've had in a while. Im not
good enough for it, and this has never happened to me before.
I work my ass off for no minutes, and 2 hours of embarrassment
bench riding. I cannot seem to figure out why I won't let anyone
get close to me; I find someone and chase them away. When
inside im dieing to find someone. I'm just so confused about
everything and am so over this confusion. I faded from Chelsea
and Melody a lot since school and our schedule and I hate it so much
I never realized how much i depend on them for my everyday life, I
don't like this independent thing basically monday-friday.
I am going to start updating But i have a lot to just let out.
School is going alright, a lot of new kids this year; tons
of drama starting but also everyone is so brought together
this year I like it a lot more. Basketball is really fun
but probably the most stress I've had in a while. Im not
good enough for it, and this has never happened to me before.
I work my ass off for no minutes, and 2 hours of embarrassment
bench riding. I cannot seem to figure out why I won't let anyone
get close to me; I find someone and chase them away. When
inside im dieing to find someone. I'm just so confused about
everything and am so over this confusion. I faded from Chelsea
and Melody a lot since school and our schedule and I hate it so much
I never realized how much i depend on them for my everyday life, I
don't like this independent thing basically monday-friday.