Trucknology....
Work yesterday was so boring... it is unbelievable how quiet it is in that place without Keiron, and it made me realise how much we actually talk... oooops! But yeh, they have finally fixed the fridge door which broke off like a month ago, and I spent most of the day at the help desk talking away to Katy as we havent spoke properly for ages. Last night a load of us went around Becky's house and got majorly drunk, hehe! we started off talking about the room situation on holiday, which was a bit of a drag as I know and really dont mind that me and Lyndz are going to be split up because all the couples want to share... it does mean however, that I have to spend the 1st half of the holiday sharing with Beck and Chet, and the second half with Kerri Ann and Ollie, whereas Lyndz has to share with Benny and Jenn (who were so adament that they were not going to share it was quite selfish) and the second half with Joe and Robyn! Once that was sorted we started drinking properly. We played a game to see how well we know each other, then played a drinking game which was hilarious... one of the dare things was to drink until the person on your left stopped drinking... and as Lyndz wasnt drinking she downed her pint of coke so I had to down my pint!!! we also had to drink the stuff inthe glass inthe middle which we kept adding to and take clothes off etc- chet wore my bra, it was so funny! He stuffed it with tissue too and wouldnt stop playing with himself, it was soooooo funny!!
it was really nice seeing everyone aswell, especially how I have been the past week, it was just so kool to have all my friends around me!!
Now serious talk... I really dont know if I like Rich, I mean he is a lovely bloke, there is no denying that... but I know really that I am still hung up on Matt ever so slightly, not as in I still like him or want to be with him kind of hung up, but more in a way I cant explain (and no not in an obsessive way). but I feel bad because I think I have lead him on which I honestly really never meant to do!!! and I dont know what to do about it!!
I dont know, I thinkI am going to go and get dressed now though, or rather changed as I have been in the same clothes all night!!! will repost later, Love Jodie xx<3xx
PS I am thinking about making my posts friends only... seems like a good ides to me!!!!