hellooodiiii
Ok so I am getting very lazy, seeing as I have not long been up, hehe! Last Night at the Campbell was really good... to a point atleast. Me and Benny met Amy from the bus and went in and jammed around a bit, went and sat upstairs as soon as it opened, and me and Amy had a nice chat, which was kool! We were sat with Badger, Rich, Gav, Mike and Matt (well they sat with us, haha) chatting away, although I dont think me and Matt said more than 10 words to each other all night, most of them being *have you got a fag!* lol! It is weird because I am jst trying to be normal with him you know, friends or what ever, but it just seems so one way atm, which is agravating because I dont want us to be on bad terms! But yeh it was kool, dancing around like a bit of a looney! There were loads of people out though which was kool! It was nearer the end of the night things went a bit pear shaped as I saw Matt goin with his mate Sam like infront of me! I mean I was slightly upset and slightly angry that he did it infront of my face but I have been thinking and maybe I should think of his feelings more as well as mine, I mean yeh I am upset that we split and confused as to why but he obviously likes Sam a lot- kind of obvious from his songs- and maybe me being there making him feel bad isnt what he needs and I am just being selfish thinking about myself all the time and not what he is feeling right now!! I dont know...
But yeh, so I ended up walking hime with Jared cause we both wanted food and only had £3 between us, got in at aout half 3 and went to bed, and didnt get up, well out of bed, til about 1!!!! I have work at 6 though which means I will get dressed etc today, just not right now cause I want to drink my tea and watch some tv!! Love Jodie xx<3xx