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today was boring! read about it below!
i wore purple eyeliner on the bottom and this weird superblendable foundation. it went on so freaking sheer though it was gay. i did something and didnt tell ANYONE though! and thats a total first cause i can never keep anything to myself.. but it went unnoticed cause im sneaky like that =] nikki and i had a conversation today about how i should live my life how i wanna live it regardless of any friend who makes me feel i should do otherwise! cause they cant control thoughts my actions or my decisions! so there! i also felt kinda bad today! cause we were talking to fernando at football and we were talking about how i should be able to do whatever the fuck i want without someone breathing down my back and he goes "what do you want to do?" or something like that and im like "oh i wanna fuck everyone.. all the time.." but i was kidding! and then later on he said something and i think i told him to fuck off or some shit like that and he goes "see? THATS why you dont get laid!" and im like huh and hes like "cause you say shit like that" and im said (without thinking) "well im not gonna say that to a guy i wanna fuck!" and nikkis like "harsh." but i didnt mean it that way! and hes like "yeah that was harsh" or something and im like nonononono i didnt mean it like that and i felt bad! but its fine cause its not like it didnt backfire cause i was walking from the water jugs and my mind was elsewhere (dont ask) and the guys were like running and stuff and tyler ran into me.. it was really sad.. and my water bottle flew a couple feet.. and then when i came back the second time around michael bloch said something like "did you look both ways this time?" and i was very very embarrassed! but its alright i guess cause im always embarrassed.. ooooooo i also had detention today cause i talked in algebra yesterday! it was fun though cause i had lots of company and we didnt really do anything we just chilled with mrs chappell and talked about politics and watched TV! i didnt say i was pro kerry though cause everyone in that room wouldve jumped me! fucking bush lovers.. goddamn.. i mean who the hell wants a texan idiot who cant debate for shit and is bringing back the draft and killed so many of our soldiers and ruined families and wont let the gays get married and who only the elderly and the rich benefit off of? i mean come on are you freaking retarded? anyway thats just my opinion. the only problem i have with kerry is that hes a baby-eater and im definitely against abortion! but yeah who cares? alright thats it from my day. much love.
i wore purple eyeliner on the bottom and this weird superblendable foundation. it went on so freaking sheer though it was gay. i did something and didnt tell ANYONE though! and thats a total first cause i can never keep anything to myself.. but it went unnoticed cause im sneaky like that =] nikki and i had a conversation today about how i should live my life how i wanna live it regardless of any friend who makes me feel i should do otherwise! cause they cant control thoughts my actions or my decisions! so there! i also felt kinda bad today! cause we were talking to fernando at football and we were talking about how i should be able to do whatever the fuck i want without someone breathing down my back and he goes "what do you want to do?" or something like that and im like "oh i wanna fuck everyone.. all the time.." but i was kidding! and then later on he said something and i think i told him to fuck off or some shit like that and he goes "see? THATS why you dont get laid!" and im like huh and hes like "cause you say shit like that" and im said (without thinking) "well im not gonna say that to a guy i wanna fuck!" and nikkis like "harsh." but i didnt mean it that way! and hes like "yeah that was harsh" or something and im like nonononono i didnt mean it like that and i felt bad! but its fine cause its not like it didnt backfire cause i was walking from the water jugs and my mind was elsewhere (dont ask) and the guys were like running and stuff and tyler ran into me.. it was really sad.. and my water bottle flew a couple feet.. and then when i came back the second time around michael bloch said something like "did you look both ways this time?" and i was very very embarrassed! but its alright i guess cause im always embarrassed.. ooooooo i also had detention today cause i talked in algebra yesterday! it was fun though cause i had lots of company and we didnt really do anything we just chilled with mrs chappell and talked about politics and watched TV! i didnt say i was pro kerry though cause everyone in that room wouldve jumped me! fucking bush lovers.. goddamn.. i mean who the hell wants a texan idiot who cant debate for shit and is bringing back the draft and killed so many of our soldiers and ruined families and wont let the gays get married and who only the elderly and the rich benefit off of? i mean come on are you freaking retarded? anyway thats just my opinion. the only problem i have with kerry is that hes a baby-eater and im definitely against abortion! but yeah who cares? alright thats it from my day. much love.