Fuck.

May 23, 2007 17:50

You have to be kidding me.

YOU YOU YOU.
Get over yourself.
I'm pissed, i'm annoyed, i'm frustrated, I dont care.
I try to talk, you shut me up, interrupt, overpower.
I realize you apologized...and I stopped there.
You kept going...insisting it was me.
You push, I push back.
Boo Hoo. Hate to say it, but i'm sick of getting pushed around by you, and it's not happening anymore.
Dont let anyone do it, why should you of all people try?
I try to talk, you apologize and I stay quiet....it starts all over again.
What's wrong with me? With ME? You have got to be joking.. I just told you.
I go off again...surprising? I think not.
You try to be 'nice' granted I give you that one on the pretenses that you were not cussing nor talking shit...but why leave?
Just as insulting.
I'm trying to get a point across, trying to understand something that I attempted to drop but got brought up in the first place.
LET ME FUCKING FINISH.
You get pissed, every cuss word's there.
BITCH.
FUCK.
SHIT.
GO DIE. (not cuss word granted but whatever)

I get pissed and what is expected?
BABY
AMOR
Blah blah blah..
I wouldnt have minded but open your eyes and see what's right in front of you.
You're no different than I am? Than start acting like it.
Scratch my back and I'll scratch yours?
Fine.
Think of that next time I piss you off for good reason like this.

After I went out of my way...then apologize and ask all over again what you did so wrong?
Sure seems sorry when you have the nerve to ask what it was when you just apologized for it then continue by claiming it was nothing to get mad at.

You Call.
I answer.
You hang up.
I leave it.
You text.
I write back.
You call again.
I pick up.
You text.
I try and write back.
Call before I get a chance.
You hang up.
Call back this time.
Too busy to talk now.
You hang up.
I Call Back.
Hang up.
Call back.
Hang up.
Fuck it.

Only when it's convienient.

I'm not your doll.
I'm not your toy.
I'm not your bitch.
Do not treat me as such.

You have the right to get pissed all you want...where the fuck is mine?
You can cuss....why the FUCK can't I?

I tried all day, stressed out as it was, to talk right and I did.
you didn't.
I gave you your chances to fix it on your own and even when I told you something or hinted you decided not to.
I did not snap at the first slip, the first break, crack.
This is not my fault.

DO NOT censor me.
DO NOT shut me up.
DO NOT blame me.
DO NOT double standard me.
DO NOT kick me when i'm down.
DO NOT make yourself seem any better than me.

DON'T
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