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welllll, i just got out of the hospital a few days ago, i had surgery on my right middle finger thursday moring because of an infection i had that led to cellulites. this was caused by my cat because my pitbull daisy had her by the neck and was trying to kill him so i had to jump in to break it up and got fucked up myself.
i was sooooo scarred going into surgery, the fact of being put so sleep and having no control over it was insane, i remember it happening and when i woke up i thought i had just accidently dozed off and they were already finished.
i've been out of work for 5 days so far, and its been sooo boring, nothing to do except watch tv, i also cannot drink while on all these meds, i take oxycontin, oxycodine and some other pill, but the pills feels pretty good. i find myself taking more than the suggested dose though just to feel good. the IV pain killer i was being injected with was INCREDIBLE, feeling that go through you instantly was so awesome.
being in the hospital was also so depressing seeing how i had no one to visit me, Jeff and Heather came which i reaaallly appreciated it, we played cards, it was fun, my mom came everyday also. it just really sucks sitting here at home alone doing nothing and not being able to go anywhere, and jusst not like having a girlfriend or a girl to just come spend time with me, enjoy some flicks and just hang out/give me company....i dunno..."is my request so great?" is the line i feel like i live by...i dont ask for much, just a nice female companion, spend time with, have a good timme with, enjoy the passing days with....i really wish i just had like a tutor or critique of some sort to point out what im doing wrong in the chick department..
Well im off, my finger is beginning to hurt from my hand not being elevated, and i also keep hitting the = button when i try to backspace, lol.
i was sooooo scarred going into surgery, the fact of being put so sleep and having no control over it was insane, i remember it happening and when i woke up i thought i had just accidently dozed off and they were already finished.
i've been out of work for 5 days so far, and its been sooo boring, nothing to do except watch tv, i also cannot drink while on all these meds, i take oxycontin, oxycodine and some other pill, but the pills feels pretty good. i find myself taking more than the suggested dose though just to feel good. the IV pain killer i was being injected with was INCREDIBLE, feeling that go through you instantly was so awesome.
being in the hospital was also so depressing seeing how i had no one to visit me, Jeff and Heather came which i reaaallly appreciated it, we played cards, it was fun, my mom came everyday also. it just really sucks sitting here at home alone doing nothing and not being able to go anywhere, and jusst not like having a girlfriend or a girl to just come spend time with me, enjoy some flicks and just hang out/give me company....i dunno..."is my request so great?" is the line i feel like i live by...i dont ask for much, just a nice female companion, spend time with, have a good timme with, enjoy the passing days with....i really wish i just had like a tutor or critique of some sort to point out what im doing wrong in the chick department..
Well im off, my finger is beginning to hurt from my hand not being elevated, and i also keep hitting the = button when i try to backspace, lol.