Nov 26, 2009 19:38
i do not understand what is going on ever.
i cannot explain why i dont see any of my friends anymore, or why there is never anything to do.
im not a dickhead or anything, infact, i always considered myself fun to be around and a humorous attraction, why do people not answer my calls or texts? why am i not a priority to hit up when something is going on?
im the first person to invite people to something when i can, fuck.
i mean, sorry i dont like driving drunk to go all the way to fells for some fucking bars, because i actually have alot to lose if i get caught, plus bars just arent my thing, i just like chilling in a basement drinking, or by a fire at the minimum.
you really dont want to know the feeling of getting off from working a 12 hour day on a weekend and having no hopes of any social activity, its depressing as fuck.
fucking thanksgiving.....just another excuse to get drunk when the sun is still out, im not thankful for anything except my mother, sister, and alcohol