Dreaming, dreaming
I had an odd dream last night/this morning.
It was pitch black, and there was a pure blue light in the shape of a square surrounded by grey clouds. I was so attracted to the light, it kept getting closer and closer to me very slowly. My name was being called, in an angelic-sort of song. I couldn't stop getting closer to the light.
I think I was aware the whole time time that I was dreaming, and I tried so hard to wake myself up. I tried opening my eyes, but only managed to open one half-way as it twitched like crazy to shut again. I kept thinking to myself ' I'm dying now, I really am.' over and over the thoughts pierced my mind. I tried so hard to move my body up, to wake myself, but I couldn't, it felt so heavy. I had no control over myself.
Once I finally managed to fully wake myself, my body felt freezing cold and I couldn't myself at all for quite a few minutes. It was really such a weird feeling when I finally got my body to move again. It felt like my entire soul had left my body and returned in a flash.