I wonder..
I just remembered what I forgot to post in the other entry,
I made a new entry because I wanted to make them separate, the first a happy entry and the second a rant.
So I went to my friend Naris house last weekend, it was quiet and she broke the silence by saying " Oh my god, I think I'm addicted to love, I mean, I just can't live without loving, or being loved." I wasn't sure what to say after, she followed it by replying " Sorry, I know your not really into the whole love thing." I smiled and sighed slightly " It's not that I can't love," I began " It's that I can't get into love."
And it's true, I just can't love. Well, I love things but, I don't love anything. I'm not a hateful person really, I'm actually a very carefree joyful person who enjoys being happy and bringing happiness to others. But loving is where I fall flat, maybe one day I'll learn to love, but for now it's like that one dull history class to me. It's not that I'm afraid to love or anything, I just.. I don't know why I can't. I realize the more and more I rant on, the more insane and hateful I sound, so I think I'll end it there.
So that's all for my rant. Sorry, had to get that out there.. Anybody that can relate to that, please tell me, because I don't know anybody who feels like that too and it would be nice to hear I'm not the only one
Damn. That was one big emo-post... O.o
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Gooooooooooood Nightyyyyyyyyy~~~~ :D