And today went like this...
Kay so, today was a pretty good day. :)
It was strange because I hardly ever speak to this one boy in my class but he kept talking to me today. I'm not gonna say his name for various reasons, so I'll just use the name Travis for him. So Travis is basically our schools 'hoodlum' cause ya know, every school has one. So when he first moved to our school last year I didn't really talk to him much at all because he was such a jerk at first.
So we were all sitting in History today and he kept asking me random questions. Like this, which really surprised me, he asked me "are you smart?" and I laughed a little and replied "Not really, at all." then, he looks me straight in the eye and says "That's bull. You look smart, so you gotta be smart." I just smiled at it (which I'm not sure if it was a compliment or not?)
I'm happy that he's nice to me though, cause he's usually mean to everyone, I don't consider him a friend still, cause one conversation doesn't make us friends. He's just another classmate.
Also, I've been pretty mad lately, well I'm not sure if the word mad would explain it much, but just like, not happy, but not sad or mad.
I have like...zero friends this year ): Demi is always making out with her boyfriend, and I'm sure she doesn't care about me anymore anyway. Trevor is always with his other two friends, but he's acting like a bit of a jerk anyways ):< He laughed at me for being sad when Michael Jackson and Patrick Swayze died, he basically laughed at their deaths. Which is pretty disrespectful of him. And alas, nobody else cares.
It's not that people don't like me, alot of people like me in my class they just..don't care wether I'm dead or alive.
Yeah, I can admit , sometimes it's probably just me, but I never did nothing to disrespect them and I've never gone out of my way to hurt my friends, I've been the best person I can be. but it ain't good enough for them, well anyways, I can't wait till highschool, then I'll hopefully find nice people there