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this entry will probably be just me ranting on about shit.
i'm pretty irritated with some things...
landlords being dicks, being broke all the time...driving school work
into my head to pass tests is driving me nuts and making my brain want to
explode...alexis has been pretty cranky lately, i think she may just be really
tired is all? who knows..i'm getting sick of my so called "friends" making plans with me
and then basically standing me up.. no calls, texts, e-mails...
nothing i really need to make new friends, and actually find a friend
that is worth being close to and sharing things with...no blabber mouths
backstabbers, ones who stand me up...liars...you get it.
but i highly doubt i can find one. you can't really trust anyone anymore
everyone is pretty much a bad friend. the only people i can really trust with
my everything is, mom, alexis, david& victor..& terry[sometimes].
they don't go blabber everything, lie or anything..& as for alexis...
she's a just a little girl; haha. guaranteed when i get my truck back on the road i'll have "friends" crawling to me because i have wheels and can take them EVERYWHERE. um i think not. that wont be happening, i'm not getting walked all over and used again, it's pathetic i'm finally standing up for myself...and as for the friends whom owe me money and such, well shit yeah we can hang out, but you wont be setting foot in my house nor vehicle until you pay up.
want a friend you can use and walk all over?
well go look else where because i am pretty fucking fed up with
all over your shit. i've been nothing but good to some of you
and have done so much for you, and you don't even appreciate what i've done.
enough ranting; can't wait for thanksgiving tomorrow
and i can't wait until i can get my truck backkkkk!