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I decided to obviously make this entry public, so anyone could read..
Thursday night, at around 5:30PM, my best friend, Maleni Sousa, died of a car accident. This clearly is and will be the worst day of my entire life. Maleni and I were like sisters, we did everything together. It seemed like it was me and her against the world for a while. No matter what, we always had each other. I love all my friends, but for some reason, I felt alone.. Her cousin Stephanie is the only person that makes me feel like I'm not alone. Don't get me wrong, all my friends are amazing, and they all love and miss Maleni too, but its just that certain bond that only two people have with each other that I don't have anymore, and the closest I have to it is Stephanie. We were a team. I get asked everyday, twice or more, how I can be so strong, and I tell everyone.. "Maleni is my strength. The night she died I prayed to her and asked her for the strength to help me go on, and that's what she's given me." I don't know what I'm going to do without her, but she is my inspiration. Not only was she beautiful, funny, kind and smart, but she was perfect. She was a gifted girl with so many goals and dreams that will never be forfilled. She had so much going for her and I promise to dedicate my life to her, and help her spirit live on. I love you Maleni, and I always will.
To everyone that has supported me, and help me through this terrible time; Thank you. Everything is appreciated. I don't know what I'd do without you all besides me each day, telling me things will be alright, talking to me, comforting me. Maleni was a huge part of me, and now that part of me is gone. Every single one of you who have been there for me mean a lot and are very much appreciated. I love you all and I'm sure Maleni does too for keeping her best friend sane through all this. Once again, Thank you.
Jess, Ilidio, Ryan, Angie, Tina, Tanya, Nakita, Alisia, Dave, Michael, Armand, Brock, Lyndsey, Jocelyn, Bethany, Andrea, Farrah, Alicia, Spinkles, Trevor, Katie, Ashley, everyone else, especially the beautiful Stephanie Spurrier, thank you for being the completion to my broken heart, I don't know what I'd do without you guys these past four days.
Thursday night, at around 5:30PM, my best friend, Maleni Sousa, died of a car accident. This clearly is and will be the worst day of my entire life. Maleni and I were like sisters, we did everything together. It seemed like it was me and her against the world for a while. No matter what, we always had each other. I love all my friends, but for some reason, I felt alone.. Her cousin Stephanie is the only person that makes me feel like I'm not alone. Don't get me wrong, all my friends are amazing, and they all love and miss Maleni too, but its just that certain bond that only two people have with each other that I don't have anymore, and the closest I have to it is Stephanie. We were a team. I get asked everyday, twice or more, how I can be so strong, and I tell everyone.. "Maleni is my strength. The night she died I prayed to her and asked her for the strength to help me go on, and that's what she's given me." I don't know what I'm going to do without her, but she is my inspiration. Not only was she beautiful, funny, kind and smart, but she was perfect. She was a gifted girl with so many goals and dreams that will never be forfilled. She had so much going for her and I promise to dedicate my life to her, and help her spirit live on. I love you Maleni, and I always will.
To everyone that has supported me, and help me through this terrible time; Thank you. Everything is appreciated. I don't know what I'd do without you all besides me each day, telling me things will be alright, talking to me, comforting me. Maleni was a huge part of me, and now that part of me is gone. Every single one of you who have been there for me mean a lot and are very much appreciated. I love you all and I'm sure Maleni does too for keeping her best friend sane through all this. Once again, Thank you.
Jess, Ilidio, Ryan, Angie, Tina, Tanya, Nakita, Alisia, Dave, Michael, Armand, Brock, Lyndsey, Jocelyn, Bethany, Andrea, Farrah, Alicia, Spinkles, Trevor, Katie, Ashley, everyone else, especially the beautiful Stephanie Spurrier, thank you for being the completion to my broken heart, I don't know what I'd do without you guys these past four days.