1,2,3.....
i am so over this...
im done, i wasn't friends with her and i dont want to be now so basically, its fine...
im done with this high school drama bullshit...i want to get out of this place, buy a house in St.Pete with Brian and Daryn and add to my movie collection is that so fucking much to ask?
brian talked me down and i nolonger want to take a knife to her throat, please putup or shutup and get the hell out.
how is it that When im finally over this shit somehow i get sucked back in by someone i hardly know?
when im just about out into the clearing of the woods i get pulled back in by this unknown force...its not worth it
as long as i have brian im fine and ill do ANYTHING to keep him, i changed for him and id do it again in an instant...we both sacrificed alot to get where we are now (Navy, some friends, careers, school) and i know he would do anything for me. he told me today that i am the only person he's ever trully loved and you know, i think i love him more than i've ver loved anything and possibly ever will and i know we are both utterly devoted to eachother. I love him more than words and i know he loves me too and thats all i need in this world.
so i've decided that people talking badly about he and I are just looking for attention and this is the wrong way to do it. Im not hurt.
i know ill make it out of this completely unscathed by her comments and i hope this will be not a lesson but something a little bit more meaningful to her in the big scheme of things. dont grow up for me but please do it for yourself, trust me your in desperate need of some maturity, so when you sit there quietly in the front of the room, next time, maybe you should say something instead of taking the cowards way out and writting it down so the world can see for some attention. next time you make such an assumption, i suggest you count to ten and only after that, make a desicion about whether it really matters, or really deserves your attention or if it should just go unnoticed under the radar.
i never said a word and frankly i could give a shit if that means anything to you or not. my theory is: your looking for drama because your life is pathetic and wasted. instead of making it into a pit full of self-loathing and pessimism, mold it into something worthwhile that people want to be around...then come tell me how it worked out for you
im done, i wasn't friends with her and i dont want to be now so basically, its fine...
im done with this high school drama bullshit...i want to get out of this place, buy a house in St.Pete with Brian and Daryn and add to my movie collection is that so fucking much to ask?
brian talked me down and i nolonger want to take a knife to her throat, please putup or shutup and get the hell out.
how is it that When im finally over this shit somehow i get sucked back in by someone i hardly know?
when im just about out into the clearing of the woods i get pulled back in by this unknown force...its not worth it
as long as i have brian im fine and ill do ANYTHING to keep him, i changed for him and id do it again in an instant...we both sacrificed alot to get where we are now (Navy, some friends, careers, school) and i know he would do anything for me. he told me today that i am the only person he's ever trully loved and you know, i think i love him more than i've ver loved anything and possibly ever will and i know we are both utterly devoted to eachother. I love him more than words and i know he loves me too and thats all i need in this world.
so i've decided that people talking badly about he and I are just looking for attention and this is the wrong way to do it. Im not hurt.
i know ill make it out of this completely unscathed by her comments and i hope this will be not a lesson but something a little bit more meaningful to her in the big scheme of things. dont grow up for me but please do it for yourself, trust me your in desperate need of some maturity, so when you sit there quietly in the front of the room, next time, maybe you should say something instead of taking the cowards way out and writting it down so the world can see for some attention. next time you make such an assumption, i suggest you count to ten and only after that, make a desicion about whether it really matters, or really deserves your attention or if it should just go unnoticed under the radar.
i never said a word and frankly i could give a shit if that means anything to you or not. my theory is: your looking for drama because your life is pathetic and wasted. instead of making it into a pit full of self-loathing and pessimism, mold it into something worthwhile that people want to be around...then come tell me how it worked out for you