Feb 27, 2005 17:53
``You almost always pick the best times
to drop the worst lines..
You almost made me cry again this time..
Another false alarm.
Red flashing lights..
Well this time I'm not going to watch myself die.
I think I made it a game to play your game
&let myself cry...
I buried myself alive on the inside,
so I could shut you out
&let you go away for a long time.
``
I`ve been really just like breaking down lately. Everyhting`s been changing so fast, and it`s really crazy. I don`t feel right... Sometime`s it`s really uncomfortable just to breathe, let alone live each day how it is now.. I really need some stability in my life.
Shit, emo-ness is fucking taking over. O.o