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A new poem.
Frustrated
I can't get past
this barrier
that's holding fast
careful babe, it's calm
before the storm
Silently
I feel like screaming
into the dark
my heart's retreating
question is
will I sink or swim?
Wishing
for these days to end
I want to live
as myself again
independence seems
something out of reach
I just realized I'm addicted to breakfast food. Whether it be Crunch Berries, Oatmeal, or Chocolate-Chip pancakes, I can always find a breakfast food that sounds appetizing to me at any time of the day. I hate meat for breakfast! Uggh.. That's why bacon only sounds good for BLT's and practically the only chicken I eat is from Panda Express. I have really bad eating habits, don't I? I'm pretty much a veg-head. Or at least partly. I'd probably go vegetarian if it wasn't for that Gosh Dang Orange Chicken from Panda Express. Oh well.
Today was good. I haven't been "good" in a long while. It's always some little thing that's bugging me. I really want to be more independent; at the same time the little 5 year old me, with nothing to care about but my toys, and selfish thoughts like that. :D
Anyways, enough talk about food. The retard is going to have some cereal now.
Frustrated
I can't get past
this barrier
that's holding fast
careful babe, it's calm
before the storm
Silently
I feel like screaming
into the dark
my heart's retreating
question is
will I sink or swim?
Wishing
for these days to end
I want to live
as myself again
independence seems
something out of reach
I just realized I'm addicted to breakfast food. Whether it be Crunch Berries, Oatmeal, or Chocolate-Chip pancakes, I can always find a breakfast food that sounds appetizing to me at any time of the day. I hate meat for breakfast! Uggh.. That's why bacon only sounds good for BLT's and practically the only chicken I eat is from Panda Express. I have really bad eating habits, don't I? I'm pretty much a veg-head. Or at least partly. I'd probably go vegetarian if it wasn't for that Gosh Dang Orange Chicken from Panda Express. Oh well.
Today was good. I haven't been "good" in a long while. It's always some little thing that's bugging me. I really want to be more independent; at the same time the little 5 year old me, with nothing to care about but my toys, and selfish thoughts like that. :D
Anyways, enough talk about food. The retard is going to have some cereal now.