Wild partying on Friday, yes thats right, I can have fun too!!
Ok, I'm not going to actually type all of this again 'cause I am so very and tragically lazy, so I'm just going to barf up everything that I put on my VF journal =)
Well, FRIDAY WAS WILD, wasn't it Nikki? God, I'm NEVER drinking again, well, Friday, (Yesterday), I called Nikki and she wanted to come kidnap me, well, I thought that it wasn't the greatest idea, but I said she should come over to hang out 'cause I missed her so much it gave me a hernia, well, she was supposed to get a ride from Ken her boyfriend, and at the last minete he stood her up, which pissed me off SO MUCH!!! I was like, "Oh fuck no" 'Cause I really wanted to see her, so I begged her to try to find a ride over, well about an hour after she told me and Amanda that she couldn't come, she called saying she was coming over, I didn't care how she got here, I was just so fricking happy, well I got my make-up and called her and asked when she was leaving and she told that she had already left and was on her way, so I went inside, got my shoes on, and tried like hell to awake Amanda up, she wouldn't wake up so, blah, so I called her again to see where she was, and she was practically at my house, so I ran like crazy to get to the mailboxes by my house, I was going to go to the bottom of the hill, but she told me not to worry about it, to just look for the van, wwell I see the van, and who is behind the wheel? Nikki! I couldn't believe she was driving, so the second she got out of the car, I attacked her, and visa versa, so she told me to get in the car, so I did, and off we go! So first we stopped by her half-brother Chris' house so I could meet him, 'cause I heard he was cute and wanted to see for myself, so we went, and he was cute, so, hee hee, he offered us beer, but I don't like beer, I like hard liquior, and I like it straight, but ANYWAY, so we were going to go to Ken's house, and Nikki offered to take Chris, and at first he said no, but then he ended up going, so we went to Ken's house, and it was a hassle trying to get to his window, complications and such, so we got him out of the house, and we were sitting outside, and I found out that Chris has a girlfriend, in Arizona >.<, gahh, so then we were planning on leaving, and Nikki and Ken wandered off to have a kodak moment, and so me and Chris sat outside and waited, and waited, and WAITED *Pokes Nikki* ^.- so then we were FINALLY going to leave, when Ken has to go to the goddamn bathroom, by now I've fallen into one of my random fits of rage like I do from time to time, so once again, we waited, and waited, AND WAITED *pokes Ken* -.- then he FINALLY COMES OUT, and we left and headed back to Chris' house, and his roommate and his roommates girlfriend were there, sleeping, and Chris went and got a bottle of guess what? Yes thats right, Southern Comfort, IT'S A CONSPRIRACY I TELL YOU!!!!! Well, I had some, and once again, I didn't eat much that day, and I had a LOT more to drink last night then I did at Brennan's, I had the equivalent of 6 shots, and then I had 3 1/2 beers, but Nikki got mad at me after like, 3 shots, so when she wnet in the back, Chris was like "Here want some?" I said "Yeah, but don't tell Nikki, she'll kill me", well he told her anyway, oh wait, no, he didn't "Tell" her, he "Informed" her...Bah, well, I just kept drinking, and then I finished the bottle, for some reason, I can drink liquior, but I can't process it, it must be 'cause I'm Native American, but whatever, and yes I really Native American, not full blooded, but I'm about 57% so thats enough to considered.. blah blah, well tehn I pulled Nikki aside and told her I was horny, and she was like, "Ummm, ok?" so I'm sitting in the bathroom with her, and ONCE AGAIN, I start crying about Chris and Alex, and I didn't just sob, I wailed like a dying banshee being ass-raped by an airhorn, being strangled by a bagpipe, so yeah, Chris' roomates girlfriend Samantha gave Nikki some de-tox pills to give to me, and I took them, and my skin was burning 'cause I was apparently was clawing at myself, which I didn't believe until this morning till I saw my legs, which are irratated and raw and scabby, so I looked at myself in the mirror, and I;m red, not just a tint, I'm like a goddamn fucking walking talking living breathing apple, or a taco as I called myself, so then Nikki was trying to get me to drink water so if I did have a hangover it wouldn't be so bad, well when we left, I stumbled down the stairs and stumbled to the car, well once I got to the car my teeth were chattering like crazy, but I didn't feel cold, I actually felt really warm, so I asked Nikki and Ken if it was cold, and they said yeah, they dropped me off, and I stumble into the house and wake up Amanda and told her about my night, then I went and got razor blades and brought them out, and Amanda cut herself a little bit on her wrists to put some blood on her poetry book, she didn't bleed much, but I liked off some of her blood...'cause..I..like...blood...quit looking at me >.> Well I can't cut on my wrists, 'cause my mom will she it, and I'll get sent to the maximum security mental hospital, which I don't want, so, I cut on my leg, and I went a little crazy and sat there and pressed down hard and dragged the razor across my skin a couple of times, so I've got shallow cuts and then I have long deep gouges, the longest and deepest is 4 inches long, and about 3/4 and a centemeter deep, well Amanda pushed her poetry book my my cuts to get blood on her book, and I bleed a lot, I ruined a sock, bled all over the chair, got it on the floor and table, and its clumped all over my skirt >.< and my leg really hurt this morning on top my my lovley hangover, which lasted forever, so I drank a bunch of water, and then when I felt ready, I ate, and rested with an ice pack, I feel much better now, but a while ago I was really nervous for some reason and I thought I was going to puke, I didn't so thats good, and now I'm typing on this, AND AMANDAS MOM IS LEAVING TOWN!!!!! Amanda's mom is leaving town, doo da, doo da, and when she leaves I hope she drowns, oh a doo da day! <3333 So I'm going to go spend the night at her house and then we're going to hang out with Nikki till we die or something, I'm all excited, but the was my crazy Friday, I hope you enjoyed my little tale. Something else I forgot was, I called Brennan at 5 in the morning and told him I liked him, and that I knew he liked me, so, um, bye, then I hung up.... god please kill me.
Now that you have the FaCtS, I'm going to end this thing, I'll write again later.
- If it stayed I'd never leave it, if that turned around I'd grieve the special dirty things, that we used to talk about, I mean that loving you is strange and adored by me throughout, oh no it's you again, someday soon you'll find that someone, waiting for the chance to beat you, drooling on the set to feel you, blessing you with every kiss. Tying yourself to me, stitch up my emptiness, 'cause you're the death of me, so precious, loving the thrill, tying yourself to me, stitch up my emptiness, 'cause you're the death of me, so precious, loving the thrill. Such the patient one who needs me, the spoiled one who wins, so shocking where's yours sense, don't you know I hate you so, unsatisfied you little girl. Tying yourself to me, stitch up my emptiness, 'cause you're the death of me, so precious, loving the thrill, tying yourself to me, stitch up my emptiness, 'cause you're the death of me, so precious, loving the thrill. Rolling dice and seeming queer, bastard love a sick affair, let's see what new DISEASE you'll fetch, I mean that fucking you is stange and adored by me throughout, oh no it's you again, blessing you with every kiss. So precious you know this hate of mine exploded, I'm so deranged you know, I will never be deceived. Tying yourself to me, stitch up my emptiness, 'cause you're the death of me, so precious, loving the, thrill, tying yourself to me, stitch up my emptiness, 'cause you're the death of me, so precious, loving the thrill -
And yes I had to type all of that 'cause I LOVELOVELOVELVOELOVELVOEVLOEVOELVEOVELVLVEOVEOLEVOEEVOVOE that song, hee hee, it was the first song I ever heard by them.
Well, FRIDAY WAS WILD, wasn't it Nikki? God, I'm NEVER drinking again, well, Friday, (Yesterday), I called Nikki and she wanted to come kidnap me, well, I thought that it wasn't the greatest idea, but I said she should come over to hang out 'cause I missed her so much it gave me a hernia, well, she was supposed to get a ride from Ken her boyfriend, and at the last minete he stood her up, which pissed me off SO MUCH!!! I was like, "Oh fuck no" 'Cause I really wanted to see her, so I begged her to try to find a ride over, well about an hour after she told me and Amanda that she couldn't come, she called saying she was coming over, I didn't care how she got here, I was just so fricking happy, well I got my make-up and called her and asked when she was leaving and she told that she had already left and was on her way, so I went inside, got my shoes on, and tried like hell to awake Amanda up, she wouldn't wake up so, blah, so I called her again to see where she was, and she was practically at my house, so I ran like crazy to get to the mailboxes by my house, I was going to go to the bottom of the hill, but she told me not to worry about it, to just look for the van, wwell I see the van, and who is behind the wheel? Nikki! I couldn't believe she was driving, so the second she got out of the car, I attacked her, and visa versa, so she told me to get in the car, so I did, and off we go! So first we stopped by her half-brother Chris' house so I could meet him, 'cause I heard he was cute and wanted to see for myself, so we went, and he was cute, so, hee hee, he offered us beer, but I don't like beer, I like hard liquior, and I like it straight, but ANYWAY, so we were going to go to Ken's house, and Nikki offered to take Chris, and at first he said no, but then he ended up going, so we went to Ken's house, and it was a hassle trying to get to his window, complications and such, so we got him out of the house, and we were sitting outside, and I found out that Chris has a girlfriend, in Arizona >.<, gahh, so then we were planning on leaving, and Nikki and Ken wandered off to have a kodak moment, and so me and Chris sat outside and waited, and waited, and WAITED *Pokes Nikki* ^.- so then we were FINALLY going to leave, when Ken has to go to the goddamn bathroom, by now I've fallen into one of my random fits of rage like I do from time to time, so once again, we waited, and waited, AND WAITED *pokes Ken* -.- then he FINALLY COMES OUT, and we left and headed back to Chris' house, and his roommate and his roommates girlfriend were there, sleeping, and Chris went and got a bottle of guess what? Yes thats right, Southern Comfort, IT'S A CONSPRIRACY I TELL YOU!!!!! Well, I had some, and once again, I didn't eat much that day, and I had a LOT more to drink last night then I did at Brennan's, I had the equivalent of 6 shots, and then I had 3 1/2 beers, but Nikki got mad at me after like, 3 shots, so when she wnet in the back, Chris was like "Here want some?" I said "Yeah, but don't tell Nikki, she'll kill me", well he told her anyway, oh wait, no, he didn't "Tell" her, he "Informed" her...Bah, well, I just kept drinking, and then I finished the bottle, for some reason, I can drink liquior, but I can't process it, it must be 'cause I'm Native American, but whatever, and yes I really Native American, not full blooded, but I'm about 57% so thats enough to considered.. blah blah, well tehn I pulled Nikki aside and told her I was horny, and she was like, "Ummm, ok?" so I'm sitting in the bathroom with her, and ONCE AGAIN, I start crying about Chris and Alex, and I didn't just sob, I wailed like a dying banshee being ass-raped by an airhorn, being strangled by a bagpipe, so yeah, Chris' roomates girlfriend Samantha gave Nikki some de-tox pills to give to me, and I took them, and my skin was burning 'cause I was apparently was clawing at myself, which I didn't believe until this morning till I saw my legs, which are irratated and raw and scabby, so I looked at myself in the mirror, and I;m red, not just a tint, I'm like a goddamn fucking walking talking living breathing apple, or a taco as I called myself, so then Nikki was trying to get me to drink water so if I did have a hangover it wouldn't be so bad, well when we left, I stumbled down the stairs and stumbled to the car, well once I got to the car my teeth were chattering like crazy, but I didn't feel cold, I actually felt really warm, so I asked Nikki and Ken if it was cold, and they said yeah, they dropped me off, and I stumble into the house and wake up Amanda and told her about my night, then I went and got razor blades and brought them out, and Amanda cut herself a little bit on her wrists to put some blood on her poetry book, she didn't bleed much, but I liked off some of her blood...'cause..I..like...blood...quit looking at me >.> Well I can't cut on my wrists, 'cause my mom will she it, and I'll get sent to the maximum security mental hospital, which I don't want, so, I cut on my leg, and I went a little crazy and sat there and pressed down hard and dragged the razor across my skin a couple of times, so I've got shallow cuts and then I have long deep gouges, the longest and deepest is 4 inches long, and about 3/4 and a centemeter deep, well Amanda pushed her poetry book my my cuts to get blood on her book, and I bleed a lot, I ruined a sock, bled all over the chair, got it on the floor and table, and its clumped all over my skirt >.< and my leg really hurt this morning on top my my lovley hangover, which lasted forever, so I drank a bunch of water, and then when I felt ready, I ate, and rested with an ice pack, I feel much better now, but a while ago I was really nervous for some reason and I thought I was going to puke, I didn't so thats good, and now I'm typing on this, AND AMANDAS MOM IS LEAVING TOWN!!!!! Amanda's mom is leaving town, doo da, doo da, and when she leaves I hope she drowns, oh a doo da day! <3333 So I'm going to go spend the night at her house and then we're going to hang out with Nikki till we die or something, I'm all excited, but the was my crazy Friday, I hope you enjoyed my little tale. Something else I forgot was, I called Brennan at 5 in the morning and told him I liked him, and that I knew he liked me, so, um, bye, then I hung up.... god please kill me.
Now that you have the FaCtS, I'm going to end this thing, I'll write again later.
- If it stayed I'd never leave it, if that turned around I'd grieve the special dirty things, that we used to talk about, I mean that loving you is strange and adored by me throughout, oh no it's you again, someday soon you'll find that someone, waiting for the chance to beat you, drooling on the set to feel you, blessing you with every kiss. Tying yourself to me, stitch up my emptiness, 'cause you're the death of me, so precious, loving the thrill, tying yourself to me, stitch up my emptiness, 'cause you're the death of me, so precious, loving the thrill. Such the patient one who needs me, the spoiled one who wins, so shocking where's yours sense, don't you know I hate you so, unsatisfied you little girl. Tying yourself to me, stitch up my emptiness, 'cause you're the death of me, so precious, loving the thrill, tying yourself to me, stitch up my emptiness, 'cause you're the death of me, so precious, loving the thrill. Rolling dice and seeming queer, bastard love a sick affair, let's see what new DISEASE you'll fetch, I mean that fucking you is stange and adored by me throughout, oh no it's you again, blessing you with every kiss. So precious you know this hate of mine exploded, I'm so deranged you know, I will never be deceived. Tying yourself to me, stitch up my emptiness, 'cause you're the death of me, so precious, loving the, thrill, tying yourself to me, stitch up my emptiness, 'cause you're the death of me, so precious, loving the thrill -
And yes I had to type all of that 'cause I LOVELOVELOVELVOELOVELVOEVLOEVOELVEOVELVLVEOVEOLEVOEEVOVOE that song, hee hee, it was the first song I ever heard by them.