hey ya'll

[xx_dance4u_xx]

im down in texas for the next week and a half and it is soo different here.its like its changed my life, and thats part of the reason i broke up with jared last night. It just wasnt what i wanted and i realized that there was soo much more that i needed to understand before i got involved in a relatinship like that. My life has changed to where ive found somthing else bigger and better then drinkin and smokin all the time, to were i am able to have fun without those things and be able to except it. I mean theres times where i want to be able to drink, so i do it but being here in texas showed me that i didnt need to have them as part of my life. I donno if ya'll understand what im talkin about, but its like 1:23 in the mornin and im bored and just writin on about the things goin on in my life. But anyways..i miss ya'll at home and i cant wait to come back and see ya'll. School is only like a month away and i get my licence in 2 months..sooo im excited!!!Alright im gonna go to bed soo..anybody who wants to talk just call my cell, u kno the number!

Love ya'll
Laur

P.S.- thank u to the person to made me realize he wasnt right for me..