Sean's party was crazy.
People always ask me why I am the one who always stays sober. It's nights like that, that give me my reason. Drunk people have no control over themselves. I couldnt stop laughing. Rayna(spelling?) was out after like 3 beers worth and she just turned into a puddle of helplessness. J-Mack, whome I just "met" that night as well, took 10 beers and was soooo done its unreal. He compared himself to a bald eagle trapped in a zoo because we wouldnt let him go upstairs. This man startign singing "I believe I Can Fly." I laughed so hard at these people that I was asked multiple time "what was wrong" because my eyes were watering so bad. I had to go to bed early because I couldnt take it anymore.
Today Justin introduced me to Fuzion. A new place in Ann Arbor that has 16 X-box 360's hooked up to one another. You cna go there and play games with each other all day. It was pretty cool.
Tonight may turn out to be a disaster although I hope it doesnt.
"Away, I see it's going down
Today, Hoping in time,
We'll bury all this pain
And we'll awake something inside
We pushed our buttons far inside
We tear our hearts out
then we fight
Hey, I know feels like I lost everything
That I've known, I cannot survive alone
It feels like I lost everything I known
Our lives, were good in everyway
Too late, time after time
Our love just turned to hate
but we stayed by each others side
We pushed our buttons far inside
We tear our hearts out
then we fight
Hey, I know feels like I lost everything
That I've known, I cannot survive alone
It feels like I lost everything I known
I keep holding on, I feel I'm where I belong
Everytime time we fight, it feels so wrong
I feel so enslaved by my pride
Then we meet again
We pushed our buttons far inside
We tear our hearts out
then we fight
Hey, I know feels like I lost everything
That I've known, I cannot survive alone
It feels like I lost everything I known"
I hope you take this in the right way