*nods*
yep so i gave up on making plans...and just thre my pjs on. no point in doin n e thing tonite, i gots no moneys, and i gotta work tomorrow..and then babysitt the brat ..FOR THE WHOLE NITE! LIKE..from after work.. till sunday morning.. my sisters going to horseshoevally (sp?) with her boifriend. goodness..
i have decided that i am completely impossible to please. i mean. ok. im doing good in skewl..i got more hours at work... i am single..and things are back to normal (if it was ever normal) at home. but yet. i am still not happy. and i know im just gonna end up spending my weekend stayin in this damn apartment. ugh. makes me sick. i feel empty, tired, emotional...but hyper and theres nothing to do. hmph. *shrugs* i unno.
blaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaagh!!!
holy shit. i wanna send my neice to like...another country. yes. that would be good...shes driving me nutts. she like tortures my cat..and when i tell her to put the cat down cos she dosent like being picked up..she runs off with her. godamn. see.. i told you things were back to "normal" here...when i wasnt at home for that week...my neice called me every morning. crying. and telling me she wants me to come home cos she misses me. *shakes head*
hm. im gonna make some coffee. mmm coffee... i wish it was raining, like pouring out..cos then i could go take a walk. i love walking in the rain. hahahaha im gonna go read my first LJ again [freak_child_666]... its so fun. yet depressing. yet i keep doing it.
Later Dayz
[[Chiquetta]] xoxo
i have decided that i am completely impossible to please. i mean. ok. im doing good in skewl..i got more hours at work... i am single..and things are back to normal (if it was ever normal) at home. but yet. i am still not happy. and i know im just gonna end up spending my weekend stayin in this damn apartment. ugh. makes me sick. i feel empty, tired, emotional...but hyper and theres nothing to do. hmph. *shrugs* i unno.
blaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaagh!!!
holy shit. i wanna send my neice to like...another country. yes. that would be good...shes driving me nutts. she like tortures my cat..and when i tell her to put the cat down cos she dosent like being picked up..she runs off with her. godamn. see.. i told you things were back to "normal" here...when i wasnt at home for that week...my neice called me every morning. crying. and telling me she wants me to come home cos she misses me. *shakes head*
hm. im gonna make some coffee. mmm coffee... i wish it was raining, like pouring out..cos then i could go take a walk. i love walking in the rain. hahahaha im gonna go read my first LJ again [freak_child_666]... its so fun. yet depressing. yet i keep doing it.
Later Dayz
[[Chiquetta]] xoxo