hurry im falling...

[xx_chiquetta_xx]

hm. i dont get it. im not supposed to be feeling like this.. i mean.. im supposed to be all happy an excited n stuff...like... i got more hours at work, i got accepted to college, im back at home and things are good with my sister and i... so why am i feeling like this?...why do i think too much? thinking is never a good thing...never. i was told not to think, n just ... not think about anything... but thats kinda hard.. i hate thinking, these thoughts are going to drive me nutts one day...if not soon. and as jen said... my head is going to explode from all the thinking..goodness. i dont even know what to write....this is no fun.... i dont get myself sometimes... i really dont..like why cant i just let myself get happy and stay like that?...these past few months have been like a goddamn rollercoaster... i unno... im out.
Laterz
[[Chiquetta]] xoxo