so now.. i have completely decided that...
who cares? honestly.. like why do other peoples opinions matter to us so much? even when we say they dont... they do and you know it. im not relle sure where i am going with the post but maybe thats cos im not exactly sober atm. but whatever. anywho another thing is people.. why do we feel so much for other people? like... whats the point? cos if you think about it, its bad either way... if your happy with someone, its a bad feeling when you really miss them.no?. and if your not happy with them, thats a bad feeling too., AND if your not with them...and you want to be, THATS a bad feeling too. see . its all bad feelings... so why have a heart in the first place? like i mean, if you just grow not to give a shit.. its alot more fun. :) trust me i know. just being with your friends, and like.. not giving a shit.. more or less, i think i cracked yesterday, just got so fed up with moping around the house waiting for my phone to ring, that i was like fuck it. im goin out. lol. and so i did.. and let me tell you. it was fun. i wish i could understand the human mind. that would be awsome. because then i would be able to answer all my questions that no one can answer for me. which would be good. i think im like rambling. anywho the hop is on saturday!!! yay!! lol.. and i pretty much planned out my whole week..well most of it.. im excited. argh i wanna listen to music but chris is watching prison break. damn him.. thats ok .. angela and shelia will be here in less than an hour with my ex husband (Bacardi) .. yay!!!!!!! lol.. oh man i gotta work tomorrrow.
-- so thought of the day --
when your hanging up the phone and you tell your girlfriend or boyfriend that you love them[like you normally do when your hanging up with them], and then THEY reply by not saying i love you back, but by saying that they will talk to you later,which could possibly be because they are in the same room as some other people who they cant or dont want to say it to you infront of, and then you dont even hear from them at all for about 24 more hours later... how would that make you feel? comment on it.
[[Chiquetta!!]]
-- so thought of the day --
when your hanging up the phone and you tell your girlfriend or boyfriend that you love them[like you normally do when your hanging up with them], and then THEY reply by not saying i love you back, but by saying that they will talk to you later,which could possibly be because they are in the same room as some other people who they cant or dont want to say it to you infront of, and then you dont even hear from them at all for about 24 more hours later... how would that make you feel? comment on it.
[[Chiquetta!!]]