....FUCKING BRAND NEW
...ABSOULUTELY AMAZING...
so heres the story:
me and chris get there at 7 but we get lost for almost an hour so we miss most of there set, not to mention were pissed at eachother cause no one is listning to anyone and its pretty gay. we get to the concert and im like OMG hes going to hate this...brand new plays and he seems semi interested as he txting his "mom" im guessing not...anywhoo we stay for like 10 min of the dashboard set (im not a fan) and we leave. i ask him how it went and hes like "brand new is not emo...i really like them" HOLY SHITE MY JAW DROPS AND IM LIKE OKAY BOY. so we go back to his 'hood' aka THE OC and we eat and we do other adult like things. BLAHB ALHB ALBH all quite cute..
..though i do see how much i dont trust myself with him, he says im too serious or such and that everything will work out. thats pretty cool that he knows whats going on, why i still search for the fucking light. pretty fucking coooL! anyways we fight about this alot and it bothers me that i should just go with it and im doing everything right, if thats the case why cant i just have him..... oh yes something about being "caught up" if i had to guess, hes really afraid to fall for me for some reason, and it has something to do with me bouncing to new york spontanously..i dont blame him for thinking such things, i think about them too...but im pretty sure if im there again and again for him, then i will be here......
ugh men.
thank u for reading.
so heres the story:
me and chris get there at 7 but we get lost for almost an hour so we miss most of there set, not to mention were pissed at eachother cause no one is listning to anyone and its pretty gay. we get to the concert and im like OMG hes going to hate this...brand new plays and he seems semi interested as he txting his "mom" im guessing not...anywhoo we stay for like 10 min of the dashboard set (im not a fan) and we leave. i ask him how it went and hes like "brand new is not emo...i really like them" HOLY SHITE MY JAW DROPS AND IM LIKE OKAY BOY. so we go back to his 'hood' aka THE OC and we eat and we do other adult like things. BLAHB ALHB ALBH all quite cute..
..though i do see how much i dont trust myself with him, he says im too serious or such and that everything will work out. thats pretty cool that he knows whats going on, why i still search for the fucking light. pretty fucking coooL! anyways we fight about this alot and it bothers me that i should just go with it and im doing everything right, if thats the case why cant i just have him..... oh yes something about being "caught up" if i had to guess, hes really afraid to fall for me for some reason, and it has something to do with me bouncing to new york spontanously..i dont blame him for thinking such things, i think about them too...but im pretty sure if im there again and again for him, then i will be here......
ugh men.
thank u for reading.