Torn

Sep 08, 2004 19:08

Today was rather normal i suppose, you know how about a month ago i had this huge depression thing because i liked this one guy and i didn't think he liked me? well today he talked to me more than he usually does, and for some odd reason i wasn't nervous like i usually am, its kind of strange..because back about a week he told me i am going to have a good year, im going to get good grades, meet new friends, get a boyfriend, and walk with a swagger, though i may never walk with a swagger (only because its fucking impossible), i don't know so far my grades are awesome, i've met a few new people, and i like someone verrr mucho this person i like is the guy that said that, the guy that i said i liked last month..the one i said fuck it to, and now i find i like him more than ever..i sound like im pyschotic about it but it is true. Again my problem is if he likes me or not, Ali is asking him if he likes me, is that wrong? will i come out sounding like im verr dependant? i don't think so but guys think differently to girls i think, don't they? In reality, in my mind he doesn't like me..but things happen all the time that i weird and unusual.

Other than that random mumbling about the boy i like, today was rather a good day..talked to Rachel and Kayla, kayla you are navel ring is awesome! I am getting my eyebrow pierced this weekend, on saturday in Toronto..Manda is coming with me and she is getting a second set of earrings in her ears, thats pretty cool too..not as cool as my eyebrow piercing, right? They put a ring in it and you have to keep it in for like 6 weeks, my mum bought me a barrebell for when i take the ring out, its so cool...its small and silver and then the spiky ends are pink and orange, it came with different spiky ends so im happy about that too, it came with rainbow, red whie and blue, and green and red and yellow!

I'm watching random Television, it sucks. Math was good..i talked to the guy i like and for once we acctually had a conversation, isn't that kind of weird?

Ciao Mes Amies
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