Apr 10, 2005 13:42
My wishes
I wish to be
What you are
Numb
So numb
To all
Touch
To much now
To not feel
To not see
To not hear
And
To not be
This
Is
My
Wishes
The wishes
That you
Wish for
What I wish
TO give up
You wish
To be
Like me
To have
The things
That i have
To not
Be numb
To feel
I wish to give
My feelings
My sight
To give all
To be like you
To have
What you
Don't have
And you
You wish
To have
What I have
But can't
What a trade
To have
What you
Don't have
That would be
My wish
And yours
Yours
Is to have
The numbness
Lifted
To now feel
To see
What I see
You in turn
Would change
Your wishes
To be
Like you where
Numb
To all feelings
To not feel
To not be
To not see
But to be immoble
Once again
What if I did
Turn into
What you are
Just another
Forgotten
Person
That i wish to be
No feeling
No sight
No hearing
Nothing
Just to be
With everyone
Forgotten to you
But you
Also forgotten
To them
You wish
To have what I have
I wish to have
What you
Don't have
What if
It happened
Just like
We both wish
You would live
Once again
And I
Would die
You would wish
That you
Could go back
And be you
Once again
After living
In my life
The hate
The anger
The depression
You would wish
That you
Could exchange
What you
Once had
Back
SO that you
Could become me
The me that took
Your place
Since I
I was once
Who you are now
And I
I wish
To remain
As you
To be
That forgotten
Person who in turn
Can forget
Can forget everyone
Everything
And all
That has left
You behind
When you
Where there
And now
You are leaving
Them all
Behind
To be what you
Could never
Imagine being
This new
And free soul
No one
Could take this
Non feeling
From you
The feeling
Of not feeling
The numbness
That you’ve longed
For so long
Of time
But yet
That you feared
But now
Welcome
Welcome with open
Outstreached
Arms
If only
If only
You
Could exchange
Places
To be numb
To have no sight
No feeling
If only
If only
You could change
To be her
And she
She could be you
And then
Then maybe
She also
Would understand
Why you
Why you wanted
That switch
That no one else
Would ever want
If only
If only
They knew
Why
I wish
What my
Own wishes are
If only
Our wishes
Cold be granted
If only
~xoxo