yeah, cause these city lights are too much for you alone.
"If everyone else in the world wants to listen to neon-pop or hipster-dance music … that’s fine … I can turn the volume up loud enough to drown you out." -jason tate (manchester orchestra, "mean everything to nothing" album review)
i realize that physically, i probably channel someone who listens to neon-pop and/or hipster dance music butttt that's irrelevant. this whole shift into that trend in the underground music scene is obnoxious and i'm sooo excited for this album. anyone who hasn't checked out the new videos should. its going to be the next "tell all your friends." calling it.
with that said, i'm so happy to be in love with music again. i've been to a ton of shows lately, including an epic dropkick murphys experience in which i only left the pit to go on stage for "kiss me i'm shitfaced." and i'm just all around feeling more and more like i belong in my own skin with every day since i've decided to start my life over.
i should be tackling my massive pile of homework right now but procrastination has been getting the best of me worse than ever lately. i'm totally crapping out now that its the end of the semester. it also seems that i can't really get anything done unless i'm in a this specific coffee shop for some reason. i don't know what they're pumping through that place, but i'm a machine whenever i'm there and i absolutely cannot work anywhere else now. i'll get up early tomorrow and go there.
the only downside to life lately is this weird lonely feeling i have. i'm used to always being around at least one person that i'm really close to. i have fun with my friends that are around but i've been lacking in real conversations. i miss having someone be there and having a close group of friends. my boyfriend is in connecticut, my roommate that i was particularly close to doesn't really live here anymore, my best friend from home is always home, molly and i have to plan around all the shit and our lives months in advance, and all my other best friends are in new haven. it kind of just makes everything feel really empty i guess. and i'm not entirely sure that there's anything i can do to fix it.
i realize that physically, i probably channel someone who listens to neon-pop and/or hipster dance music butttt that's irrelevant. this whole shift into that trend in the underground music scene is obnoxious and i'm sooo excited for this album. anyone who hasn't checked out the new videos should. its going to be the next "tell all your friends." calling it.
with that said, i'm so happy to be in love with music again. i've been to a ton of shows lately, including an epic dropkick murphys experience in which i only left the pit to go on stage for "kiss me i'm shitfaced." and i'm just all around feeling more and more like i belong in my own skin with every day since i've decided to start my life over.
i should be tackling my massive pile of homework right now but procrastination has been getting the best of me worse than ever lately. i'm totally crapping out now that its the end of the semester. it also seems that i can't really get anything done unless i'm in a this specific coffee shop for some reason. i don't know what they're pumping through that place, but i'm a machine whenever i'm there and i absolutely cannot work anywhere else now. i'll get up early tomorrow and go there.
the only downside to life lately is this weird lonely feeling i have. i'm used to always being around at least one person that i'm really close to. i have fun with my friends that are around but i've been lacking in real conversations. i miss having someone be there and having a close group of friends. my boyfriend is in connecticut, my roommate that i was particularly close to doesn't really live here anymore, my best friend from home is always home, molly and i have to plan around all the shit and our lives months in advance, and all my other best friends are in new haven. it kind of just makes everything feel really empty i guess. and i'm not entirely sure that there's anything i can do to fix it.