Something Good and Something Bad
Well this week so far has been really interesting.. The bad part about this week so far is that someone that means the world to me won't talk to me anymore because I bother her too much and that I put to much stress onto her when she's dealing with school and trying to get her own place. She wants to get her life in order and how she put it to me is that apparently I need to get mine straightened out as well. I mean I know that sometimes I act like a kid but apparently women don't want that in a guy nowadays because it's so "immature" as they like to call it.. Oh well, that's me.. If you don't like it then don't worry about it because it's none of your buisness as of how I act sometimes. But that's really the sad thing about this week is that she doesn't want to talk to me anymore and that she doesn't want to be with me again because I annoy her. Oh well. I'm sorry that I care to much about you and I'm also sorry that I love you to much but you just don't want to accept that from me at all. You don't care.. That's what you always say. But I'd like to keep on talking to you if you'd ever understand that. I don't want to be out of your life.. I hope you understand that about me. That I still want to be a part of you and your life. That's all I'm saying about that situation.
Now some of the funny shit and stressed out shit as well. Last night was a blast as to being fucking weird. Me, Jeremy, Seeley, Jamie, and Lea went to Pittsburgh last night. Jeremy actually didn't want to go but he wanted to do Jamie a favor and so that's why we went to Pittsburgh last night. Jamie was supposed to meet a friend of hers down in Pittsburgh and she was directing Jeremy on how to get to where her friend was. 45 minutes later..... We're fucking lost and were going around in circles not knowing where the fuck this place was that we were supposed to go. Jamie was on the phone with Brandon (the friend that she was going to see) and she totally wasn't listening to us when we all asked her where to go or where to turn. She like got clueless on us. That was a blonde moment for her last night. So Jeremy is getting really frustrated. He punched the roof of his car and was yelling at Jamie about how pissed off he was getting because we were lost.. Deja-fucking-vu.. Reminds me of another time when this happened. Well to make a longer story short we finally got to where we needed to be to meet Brandon. While pulling up to a place where he could park the passanger tire scrapped the fucking curb and all you could hear was a hissing sound.. Holy fucking shit!! The tired fucking popped. Jeremy got even more pissed at this point...
So to make an even longer story short we didn't even think about calling AAA to come and tow the car. Jamie thought of that 3 hours later. That fucking sucked. So AAA came and towed his car back to his house for $9.00 and now his car is sitting in front of the house. To bad it's not the car of the future because that car was the fucking shit.. So now every time I look out the window all I can think about is "The Car of the Future". I know.. I'm retarded.. Oh well.. If you don't like me well that's your own damn fault, right?
And another thing that's really, really fucking awesome.. I'm actually in a fucking band now with my friend ....! (Fill in the blanks. You'd know him if I talked about him around you.) So I'm really fucking happy about that. So now I really can't move to Florida even though that would be nice because down there I could start a new life.. Just to start all over again because of all the shit that's been going on... But now I say fuck that... I'm staying right fucking here with all of my friends and hopefully start over again with the one that I truely love.. That's all I have to say for now...
Now some of the funny shit and stressed out shit as well. Last night was a blast as to being fucking weird. Me, Jeremy, Seeley, Jamie, and Lea went to Pittsburgh last night. Jeremy actually didn't want to go but he wanted to do Jamie a favor and so that's why we went to Pittsburgh last night. Jamie was supposed to meet a friend of hers down in Pittsburgh and she was directing Jeremy on how to get to where her friend was. 45 minutes later..... We're fucking lost and were going around in circles not knowing where the fuck this place was that we were supposed to go. Jamie was on the phone with Brandon (the friend that she was going to see) and she totally wasn't listening to us when we all asked her where to go or where to turn. She like got clueless on us. That was a blonde moment for her last night. So Jeremy is getting really frustrated. He punched the roof of his car and was yelling at Jamie about how pissed off he was getting because we were lost.. Deja-fucking-vu.. Reminds me of another time when this happened. Well to make a longer story short we finally got to where we needed to be to meet Brandon. While pulling up to a place where he could park the passanger tire scrapped the fucking curb and all you could hear was a hissing sound.. Holy fucking shit!! The tired fucking popped. Jeremy got even more pissed at this point...
So to make an even longer story short we didn't even think about calling AAA to come and tow the car. Jamie thought of that 3 hours later. That fucking sucked. So AAA came and towed his car back to his house for $9.00 and now his car is sitting in front of the house. To bad it's not the car of the future because that car was the fucking shit.. So now every time I look out the window all I can think about is "The Car of the Future". I know.. I'm retarded.. Oh well.. If you don't like me well that's your own damn fault, right?
And another thing that's really, really fucking awesome.. I'm actually in a fucking band now with my friend ....! (Fill in the blanks. You'd know him if I talked about him around you.) So I'm really fucking happy about that. So now I really can't move to Florida even though that would be nice because down there I could start a new life.. Just to start all over again because of all the shit that's been going on... But now I say fuck that... I'm staying right fucking here with all of my friends and hopefully start over again with the one that I truely love.. That's all I have to say for now...