Nov 25, 2008 13:46
I almost forgot I had a journal. The recent deadline was... a disaster Let's not talk about it since it's over. Thank God.
Christmas is in a month, I think it's time to start making lists (: Since I've a goldfish memory & is terrible at shopping.
[Filtered to all of Vongola, Ginger, Mukuro, Uni and all who are on good terms with 27]
I know this will be different from our usual publications but I was thinking of a Christmas special with a pull out 2009 calendar. Ginger has kindly agreed to do a photoshoot for me and I miss photography so um... maybe all of the Vongola could come together for a quick photo spread? To give back to the community who's been supporting us? The proceeds should go to a charity for the kids. What do you all think?
Perhaps we could open this to the Varia, Kokuyo & Millefiore? Extend our hand of friendship and build contacts? I mean... its the season of giving and sharing, it doesn't really matter who as long as their hearts are in the right places, no? I don't know if the board will be ok with this... okay nvm forget it ): I'm just being random.
I know everyone's been working overtime so... I'll see what I can do to get you all a break. Thanks guys (: I really appreciate it.
[Private]
I have a million questions in my head but the only thing I've been doing is pretending that everything is fine and dandy. It's confusing but I don't know what to do about them. I think maybe they are avoiding me. I don't know. I need to stop opening that drawer, the collapsible compartment will break at this rate. Maybe I should empty it but there are so many things in them now. UGH stupid stupid stupid. I should go for a long drive. ARGH!
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friends,
work,
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stupidstupid,
iamaboy!,
feelslikeheartache,
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